I used to have a lot of NSFW photos and videos which I posted on reddit. I had to delete everything after a family member recognized me and I have since tried to steer clear of posting naughty stuffs online, but I still kept most of them on my phone and laptops. I have a yearning to be praised, enjoyed, and ogled by men and I always wished that I could have the freedom to do it again. Shame, cultural stigma, and societal pressure stymied my desire.

Fast forward to a few nights ago my son and a few of his friends were by the house playing video games. We were running out of phone chargers so they had to borrow mine and at some point my phone was also running out of battery so I decided to charge my phone in the living room and left it there. The auto lock on my phone was set to “Never” because I like to read naughty romance stories on my phone and it’s inconvenient when the phone auto locks itself all the time.

After I went to the kitchen and came back to the living room, I saw a bunch of them looking at my phone and I just realized what they were looking at. I had a lot of nude photos of myself on my phone. I could clearly see that some of them were pitching tents in their pants and to be honest I was really flattered. I was also embarrassed of course. When they noticed that I had come back they started to apologize profusely and they all went back to playing video games and I took my phone back to my bedroom.

A day later one of my son’s friends texted me and told me how beautiful I am, how much he desired me, and he called me by my real first name so I knew it wasn’t spam. He said he thinks I’m the most beautiful woman in the world and it’s a shame that such a beautiful body is not shared and admired by lots and lots of men. I asked him how he got my phone number in the first place and he told me that my son had given him my number.

I had thought about blocking him, but being a divorced mother, lonely, and honestly desperate at times, because I rarely get this kind of sexual attention from guys, I decided to chat with him and long story short I ended up sending him more of the erotic photos that I had taken with my ex husband, some of which contained me sucking cock, getting pounded inside my pussy, being tied up and exposed in semi-public places. 

He asked me many very sexually provocative questions, such as how many guys I’ve had sex with, how many times I swallowed cum, how many times I have had anal sex, etc., etc. and I have tried my best to be as honest as possible. It felt so cathartic to confess my sins to him and I was trembling with desire, joy, and release. It’s been so long since a man has taken such interest in me and I felt extremely flattered.

He ended up jerking his cock and he showed me the results and I masturbated myself for him as well.

Now fast forward to about a few days ago, he said he has put me inside his fap collection and he asked me for my permission to share them with his friends. I have never felt so sexually desired and I tried hard to resist the urge to play with my pussy when I heard those words.

After tossing and turning in my bed for an entire night, I decided to give him the permission. I texted him the first thing in the morning and within hours, he created and uploaded a folder called “Ling Ling’s Sexy Mother”, and shared it with all of the friends who knew my son, as well as many other people who didn’t know my son. I was made the co-owner of the folder and I can delete the entire thing anytime, but I couldn’t. I ached for those young men’s attention, even if it meant that this would tarnish my reputation, even if I will become known as the slut of the neighborhood.

Within the last few hours more and more people have joined, including the dads of many of the young men who went to college with my son, and they were commenting things such as “MILF!”, “fuckable mother”, “nympho”, “slut”, and many many other very lewd comments about me. Some of them have propositioned to fuck me, and I haven’t replied, but in my heart, I know I want to.