I feel I’ve been born a slut. When I was younger I loved to stand naked in front of mirrors and admire myself. I just think I’m so hot and sexy and I get excited looking at my beautiful naked oriental body. 

I also danced naked and I posed in sexy poses I saw in commercials and movies and I took nude selfies of myself. I was so proud of my own body I ended up sexting with some guy friends and eventually I would start sexting with guys I liked and eventually we would end up having sex. 

When I was in college, I started working as a stripper because I loved showing off my naked body to complete strangers. I think my pussy is very nicely shaped; the outer lips literally look like the fleshy surface of an abalone lol.
My ex husband said that I’m a narcissist, an exhibitionist and a sex addict, and because of our different views on life our marriage didn’t last long. And it was after my divorce that I decided to no longer hold back and to become the slut that I’ve always wanted to be. And lucky for me, because I’m Asian, even though I’m now older, many white cocks still find me irresistible =D

One of my favorite things to do is to offer blow jobs to complete strangers and then suck their cocks in public or semi-public settings, like the back alley outside of a strip club, the public restrooms inside a shopping mall, the staircase next to an elevator in a parking garage, the roof top of a building, etc.

I have also sucked cocks while other men watched. The thrill of being intently observed by other horny men who can’t wait for their turn makes my whole body feel warm and fuzzy. I meet guys both online and offline, but serendipitous encounters with complete strangers is always the most romantic. It’s what happens in romance novels.

But of course, all the men I’ve fucked are white. Some people think I’m racist, or they say that I’ve been colonized, or that I stew in self-hatred, blah blah blah. I have never felt that way. I just feel it’s natural to be with a white man. White men make me feel sexy, feminine, and submissive. It’s hard to say why but it’s just the way I’ve always been.

Now that I’m older, I tend to be very reflective. I like to think back to all the things I’ve done and I like to reminisce, especially the sex, and IDK, I was hoping that my life stories will encourage more Asian women to be able to freely express their sexuality. 

The first time I sucked off white cocks was while I was still working as a stripper. There were a group of regulars who came to our club every Friday evening and I became very familiar with them. One night one of them asked me if I’d like to make some extra cash going to a private party with them and I did. 

When I was at their party, I ended up dancing on a table completely naked, and they were like dozens of men and women watching me. I felt like I was a superstar. Some of the guys even brought their girlfriends to watch me dance and then some one suggested that I suck the guys’ cocks to show their girlfriends how to pleasure men. I ended up sucking multiple cocks while everyone watched me.

I wasn’t a virgin at the time, but it was the first time that I had sucked off multiple cocks all at the same time. 

I had cum splashed on my face and hair and I also swallowed a lot of cum. It made me feel so dirty but also so slutty knowing so many different guys’ cum were inside my tummy.

Of course I do not regret that experience. That experience felt absolutely amazing and that was how I embarked on my road to sluttery. I became addicted to sucking guys’ cocks in public and the more people are watching me, the hornier I became. A few times I even orgasmed from sucking cocks in public when passerbys took out their phones and started to record me.

My sluttery went dormant after my marriage because I wanted to become a good wife, an obedient mother, and a loving, genteel, respectable lady. And for a long time I tried to pretend to be who I was not. Eventually the charade had to be stop. 

That summer after my divorce, I went to a beach resort by myself and I met a guy I really liked and because I was in such a dump emotionally, I decided to let him fuck me, to fuck away my depression. No questions asked. No name. No background. No emotional attachment. I told him that I loved white guys and I’ve only dated white guys. That somehow seemed to have sparked a raw response in him and he took me to a secluded area, and fucked me from behind. 

Then, out of nowhere, an elderly white man walked by and saw me in action. The elderly man made eye contact with the guy who was fucking me and then smiled at me. My stomach knotted and my heart was at my throat as I was being caught being a slut in public, and the guy didn’t stop fucking me. He pulled my hands behind my back, locked them together with a single grip, and fucked me harder. My tits bounced and I was gasping for air as one orgasm after another hit me. 

Suddenly, the slut within me was reawakened. I remembered the good old days when I was being a young Asian slut in a college town, being a stripper, dancing with rowdy customers, or going to parties in downtown and going back to the dorms of hot young college-aged white boys. 

But now I’m no longer a young, naive Asian girl. I am a mature, and experienced Asian mother. An Asian mother who still loves sucking and fucking white cocks. 

I started having rendezvous with guys I met in bars, clubs, online/offline, and I had sex in public parks, libraries, public restrooms, clothes changing rooms in malls, etc. My clit throbbed hard at the prospect of some complete stranger catching me getting fucked in public. 

In addition to getting fucked in public, I also enjoyed the thrill of getting fucked by complete strangers. Guys who flirted with me in public always made my pussy twitch. I walked around without panties so when guys slid their fingers under my skirt they had access to my bare pussy. I spread my legs not just for their fingers but also their hard cocks, and the feeling of a complete stranger’s cock parting my pussy folds, and plunging into my steamy hot hole made me dizzy with pleasure. Even just thinking about it makes me horny. 

I guess, once a slut, always a slut. I don’t remember who said that, but the idiom just kinda stuck with me. I remember the first time I was being called a slut, for dating and having sex with white guys. People–mostly angry Asian men–called me all kinds of names, white worshipping slut, yellow taxi-cab whore, banana (yellow skin with white meat inside), etc. Their insult fused my passion for what I do, and eventually it became a self-fulfilling prophecy, sort of, because I decided to fill the role that they have assigned me. 

My motto became:

If you’re a white guy, clean, polite, and ask me nicely there is a 99% chance I will fuck you. I was already called an Asian slut for having sex with whtie guys, so what more can they say? Nothing.

I know this is a long read, but I just want to vent today. Anyway, thanks for reading. And yes, I will fuck you if you ask nicely. =)