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Confessions of Inferior Asian Male #8

I’m an inferior Asian male who grew up in America. My parents immigrated from Korea when I was in middle school. I had a crush on this Korean girl in high school and later on we went to the same college. I wanted to ask her to be my girlfriend, but when I did, she blocked me on all social media, and blacklisted me on her phone as well.

Later on I found out she was dating this white guy. And this guy made her do lots of things that totally shocked me. I know the guy from facebook. He regularly bragged online about his adventures with his Asian girlfriend and recently even posted videos! I will just tell you three:

1- He once fucked her inside a movie theater. They went to the last schedule and chose the least popular movie, and once they were seated they began touching each other all over, and after a while, he took off all her clothes. She was TOTALLY naked as he fucked her.

2- They went a public park and got into the forest area. It started as a quickie but then he went crazy and undressed her completely. He kept his clothes on, just his cock was outside.

3- She went to a party with him and introduced her as “that Asian slut I told you all about”. He kissed her and touched her breasts in front of them. After they got drunk, they all started touching her. She ended up giving blowjobs to all the guys in the car.

The guy is also planning on starting an pornhub account and turning her into a amateur porn actress.

Confessions of Inferior Asian Male #9

My wife and I are Chinese. I’m 38 and my wife is 30. Even though we’ve been married for six years, we never had children. My wife said she did not “believe in having children.”

We’ve been living in New York for a little over two years now. Both my wife and I used to be school teachers when we were in China. After we came to America illegally, we found there were not a lot of job opportunities for us other than doing the most degrading and most basic manual labor jobs.

I work in a Chinese restaurant from 9 AM to 11 PM, and my wife works as an escort. A designated driver takes her to her customers’ place for work and she gets paid 100 dollars an hour. Occasionally customers come to our house and they have sex in the master bedroom next to ours. The rental property belonged to the pimp and his goons. A few times the pimp beat me for making too much noise. He once threatened to fuck my wife in front of me if I didn’t behave. The pimp is a Chinese man from Fujian and his goons told me they are members of the Fujian Triads.

I sleep inside a room that can barely fit a mattress and I can hear my wife having sex with her customers next door. Ever since she started prostituting herself, she stopped having sex with me. Which I don’t mind that much honestly. I work so hard I don’t have much sexual libido left at all. Another reason for our lack of sexual activity was due to this one time when we were trying to have sex and I was eating her out, I dug out a used condom inside her vagina, with another man’s cum still inside. Ever since then it became impossible for me to maintain erection while having sex with her. I still love her though.

Sometimes I get the urge to touch myself listening to her moaning with her customers in the next room and after her sessions I ask her about them. Listening to her recounting her sexual experience with other men always get me horny for some reason. Especially when she berates me for being a worthless man. Nearly all of her customers are white American men.

She told me: “All of my customers have bigger cocks than you.”

However, I was never able to ejaculate. During that time I felt like I had lost my sexual organ entirely. This is until what I’m about to tell you, which started a couple weeks ago.

I came home after work one day and noticed my wife was not there. Apparently she had gone out to meet her customers and she had forgotten to take her bag with her. I opened it and saw her bag was filled with condoms. In addition there were a few lingerie, a vibrator, and a pair of nipple clamps.

When she came back her designated driver carried her to our room. She was wearing a very flimsy red dress that barely covered her ass and one of her tits was actually exposed. She had heavy makeup on and there was gooey liquid running down her thighs. It was already 2 AM. I asked her how was her “work”. She told me she had amazing sex. Then I asked her if she used condoms because she had left her bag at home. At that point she told me: “He’s a regular. I never ask him to use condoms. Don’t worry.”

My heart sank to my stomach at this point. My wife always asked me to use condoms when we had sex because she didn’t want to have children.

A few days after that incident her “regular” showed up at the house and demanded sex with her. The pimp asked me to clean up the master bedroom. I had recently suffered back injuries and could not go to work, so the pimp made me do janitorial work around the house. I primped up their bed, mopped up the floor, and before I could get out, my wife had already brought her customer into the bedroom and we came face to face with each other. It was never supposed to happen. I froze in terror. The pimp would beat me again for this, I thought. And more than that, it was the first time I saw the man my wife was having sex with. He was an obese, balding American man. He towered over me and his belly was almost four times the size of mine. I repeated “sorry sorry sorry” as I hurried out.

I became obsessed with the image and I could not get it out of my head. After my wife came back to our room, I pestered her with questions. She said she let the guy cum inside her multiple times. I whimpered. I wanted to be angry, but I was in no position to be angry. She made ten times what I made, and I had the feeling that soon, she would be leaving me. I turned over in our dingy little room and cried. She made no response.

I knew in my heart, at that moment, that our life couldn’t possibly continue this way.

Fast forward to a day ago. My wife finally told me what I had been expecting all this time. She said she is leaving me and moving in with her “regular”, the fat, old, scurry white American man. She also said she is now pregnant with his baby, and they are going to get married. Because when we came to the United States, we tore and burned our Chinese passports and all other identifications, nobody know we are actually married. We are insects living in the dark corners of society, and she is about to metamorphose into a butterfly.

The entire night I lay awake. I couldn’t feel anger, even though I keep telling myself that I should. I actually feel happy for her. I know she will now lead a better life. I even start imagining that one day she will allow me to come live with her, in her big American house. I will be their personal chef. I will cook for them, as I do in the Chinese restaurant. I will paint my wife’s toe nails, massage her American husband’s feet, while they are having sex. That night, for the first time in almost ten months, I masturbated. I masturbated to the image of my wife having sex with her white American husband and afterward I ate my own cum. For some reason it just felt right.

This is the first time I ejaculated since coming to America, and it was to the image, with the knowledge, of my wife leaving me, and going to become the wife of an American man.

Confessions of Inferior Asian Male #10

We are an Asian American couple. Recently we thought we wanted to spice up our sex life a little bit and decided to venture into this sex club that we’ve been hearing about online. We were quite vanilla and this was our first time venturing outside of our comfort zone. We ended up in a room with 50 people who were all doing various things among themselves.

What really surprised me though was how wild my wife had become. I always thought my wife was a very shy person, like myself, but she quickly connected with this hung white dude and they started going at it. I was shocked. We were the only Asian couple, and soon almost all the attention was on my Asian wife and this white guy she just met. And they started fucking! A big crowd formed around them and some people even started joining them. I was screaming OMG she is being gangbanged and I was so horny. But the crowd was so big I couldn’t even see her anymore.

And then someone from the staff at the club came up to me and told me to leave because they thought I didn’t have a partner. The club had a very strict rule about not allowing single males coming in. I had to explain to them that my wife was in the middle of the crowd being fucked by multiple white guys.

I felt so humiliated and yet so turned on I honestly still don’t know how to process all this.