I had the door to my son’s room slightly opened and watched him jerking his cock while watching porn on his computer. I can’t help myself as I gave out a faint gasp under my breathe and my fingers reached into my panties as I imagined his cock splashing cum on my face, his throbbing, meaty cock head shooting thick ropes of cum into my eagerly open mouth. My leg muscles started squeezing themselves uncontrollably and I almost moaned out loud as my pussy clenched in a series of spams.
After I tiptoed back to my bedroom, I realized I had soaked my panties again. I took them off and draped them on the door knob as I went to clean myself in the bathroom. By the time I came out of the bathroom my soiled panties mysteriously disappeared. I knew where it went but I pretended not to know and simply took another pair of clean panties as if nothing ever happened.
It was unnatural, what was going on between me and my son, and I tried hard to make it go away.
It didn’t help that I am a single mother and my heart has been broken by so many unreliable men. I masturbated all the time. I had been so desperate for cocks and it left me frustrated. I needed a regular fuck buddy, a dependable man that will always be there when I am horny, preferably a man that isn’t my son.
I went on dates with men I found on dating apps, social networks, and even offline dating venues. I dressed provocatively and I got a lot of attention from horny, perverted men. I took them back to my place and let them fuck me. But in the end I always got my heart broken when they refused to stay. They said I was too slutty or that I had too many baggage. Divorced. Single mother. No steady job other than waitressing and stripteasing.
During those tough times I found my son staring at my body more and more often. It gave me a warm and fuzzy feeling. After all, someone was paying attention to me and he wouldn’t be leaving me because he loved me. I thought it was harmless. My son is a young adult. Of course, he would look at a woman flaunting her asset, even if it were his own mother. It didn’t mean anything. I justified to myself.
Knowing my son was watching and enjoying me, I began to wear more provocative outfits. Also I started to let him see me naked after shower without a towel. A few times I even put on a show for my son by bending over and letting him see my bare pussy and ass. I work as a stripper and being naked in front of men isn’t something that bothers me. Besides, I also felt good knowing that men who are not my customers can still be turned on by me. I know this is very silly, but it makes me feel good. I asked my son to give me his advice on my new dance moves. Occasionally I also let my son took photographs of me which I knew he has kept on his computers.
I left the door to my room open when I masturbated and I knew my son was watching me. I was on my hands and knees with my ass pointing at the door and I had my fingers buried inside my pussy. It honestly didn’t bother me that my nipples swelled and my pussy got so wet from letting my son look at me. It had nothing to do with actual desire for him. It was just my body reacting naturally to a man’s admiring gaze. Again, after all, I do this for my customers at work all the time, and, in my mind, it wasn’t right that my son didn’t get to see his mother in action. My toes curled and my butt twerked as I made myself orgasm and without even realizing it, I was moaning my son’s name as I fucked myself with my own fingers.
At night, my masturbation fantasies started to have a mind of its own. I could see a big hard meaty rod throbbing into my mouth or pounding my pussy or fucking my ass, but then slowly, the rest of the torso to the big hard meat would appear, and, a few seconds later, a face would suddenly appear too, and, to my horror, it would be my son’s face. And sometimes I could even hear my son speaking while he was fucking me:
“I love you, mom. I love fucking your fat juicy ass, mom. You are such a slut. It feels so amazing to have such a slutty mother. I’m the luckiest son in the world. … I’m going to cum inside you, mom.”
And then, sperm would be shooting out of his cock and I could feel my pussy spasm as trickles of my own arousal juice gushed out. After that I would wake up, in the middle of the night, and found my own hands around my crotch, rubbing my clit.
Similar things would happen when I’m at work in the strip club. I always have a soft spot for young guys from the local college intown. The strip club offered free entrance to customers with college student ID’s. They always looked so shy and innocent and a few of them looked just like my son and they always melted my heart. As I grinded my bare pussy and ass against their crotch I would imagine that it was my son I was grinding against and several times I offered illicit sex to those college aged young men as a side hustle. Sucking their cocks in their cars. Letting them fuck me in my pussy. For just a couple hundred bucks.
One time I let a guy fuck me for free. He was 19 years old, a sophomore at the same college my son goes to. I gave him my cell number and told him to call me after work. He called me the next day and asked me to meet him outside his dorm. I did as I was told and was swiped into his dorm and moments later, I was naked on his bunker bed, my back arched and screaming in pleasure. He was fucking me raw and his cum trickled down my asshole when he ejaculated inside me. Series of orgasms sent me spinning in heaven. I was breathing hard my last orgasm finally subdued and then, a wave of guilt consumed me. As I was fucking this young man, I was thinking about my son.
I learned a lot from this — very helpful and informative post today.
It sounds like you have a connection with him you cannot seem to find anywhere else. Being a divorcee is never easy, and it sounds like you have not been finding the types of connections you need from other men. I feel for you.
So odd question Yumi but is your son fully Asian like you or half white?
I have two sons and one daughter. All of them are Eurasian. My oldest son is in the military stationed overseas right now. My younger son still lives with me. My daughter is closer to her dad than me and we don’t talk often. I’m divorced but my ex and I have been on good terms since last year. Hope that helps! 🥹
Your son is unbelievably lucky. I wish my mother was half as interested in me.
Would love to get that album of you and your son for me to stroke my fat bwc to
This is so hot.
Such a good whore even for your son, just like an Asian bitch should be
I watched porn and masturbated with my son.
I was working very late into the evening one night and I thought my son had already gone to sleep when I got home. Instead I found the light in my son’s bedroom was still on. He was wearing a set of noise-cancelling headphones that covered his entire ear lobes and I figured he was playing video games again. I didn’t mean to pry into his private life. He is an adult and has his own life but I just wanted to let him know that he should put a blanket on because he was sitting at his computer desk completely naked. So I moved closer to him and, I don’t know if shocked were the right word, but I was definitely very surprised and gave out an uncontrollable gasp under my breathe. My son was masturbating and on the screen was a naked woman being tied up, suspended in mid-air, and she was being publicly displayed in front of a group of men. My son was moaning, “Oh mom. I love you mom,” as men took turns using her body, slapping her naked butt, sticking their fingers inside her holes, and then eventually gang banging her.
I was watching my son in stunned silence, not sure what I should do, when suddenly he turned his head and quickly slammed his laptop cover closed. At first I thought my son was going to be mad at me for spying on him, but he was more embarrassed than anything else, and I knew I was wrong in the first place so I quickly backed out of his room.
What I didn’t tell him was that my ex-husband, his father, was into the exact kind of things that my son was into. His father used to a big aficionado of SM and bondage and would tie me up into various very elaborate knots and he was very proud of the work he had done on me, often taking me out to BDSM clubs where he showed me off his other men and women, or taking photographs of me in different bondage positions. “Like father, like son,” I supposed. After our divorce, I’ve yet to find a man to ever practice what we used. Also, I’ve been going to some support group for single mothers, and during one session, we heard a case story from a psychologist who said that sex education is the most important for adult sons and she went on to explain why mutual masturbation can help bonding and growing together for both mother and son. I was very shocked by this at first but the psychologist explained that a lot of mothers practice it but are just too ashamed to admit it.
The next day I asked my son if he had ever fantasized about me in those porn scenarios and his silence told me more than any answer would have. The whole situation was actually quite endearing to me. My son was being vulnerable and open to me in a way that no man has ever been, at least not since my divorce.
Still a bit later, after we both had gotten over the most awkward phase, I told him that “Mommy was curious. Do you feel comfortable showing me some of the stuff you liked.”
My son was very shy about it, and I assured him that “Sex is nothing to be ashamed of. Mommy will always love you no matter what.”
So eventually he did. He showed me a collection of his SM photos, videos, and some also involved pet play, where the woman would be naked with nothing but a collar and leash around her neck, kneeling on the floor, and a man would be standing next to her holding a whip in his hand.
I asked him to pull up one of his favorites and I told him that we could watch it together. He was a bit hesitant. Again, I assured him that mommy wouldn’t mind it, so eventually he did.
He linked his laptop to the TV in the living room and we both sat on the sofa. The woman in the video was a mature Asian woman in her late 30s, her body shape looked almost exactly like me, and to be honest, I thought she was rather plain-looking. I was thinking, “I actually looked prettier than this woman in porno.”
The woman was being tied up, gagged, blindfolded, and collared. A man came up to her and started playing her exposed vulva. Then she was being spanked and she was whimpering in both pain and pleasure. Then she was released, made to crawl on her hands and knees until she was in another room where there were lots of men who were waiting for her. She was made to squat down, put her hands up like they were paws. Then she was ordered to urinate into a bowl and she had to drink from it afterward. Then she was tied up again and all the men took turns fucking her.
I was fascinated more than turned on, because I was thinking to myself, “gosh golly my son is just like his dad,” and I smiled to myself as I thought about it. And he was getting very excited as he was watching the video, and he said he couldn’t control himself anymore and he pulled down his pants and showed me his completely erect cock.
I smiled and minced my lips as I watched my son being so excited and it just felt very natural at that point to ask if he would like to see me being like that, being tied up, spanked, and used by lots of men. And he replied with a resounding “yes,” with lust in his eyes. I think he said it before he realized what he was even saying.
Then I pulled down my panties and kicked them off. Took his hand and placed it between my legs. Letting him rub my clit as we continued watching the woman in the video being gangbanged. I also put my hand on his dick and helped him masturbate. And within a minute or so, my son was shooting ropes of cum up into the air. His cum was landing on the TV screen, on the floor, and some of it was smeared on the sofa and I ended up getting on my hands and knees and scrawling around on the floor scrubbing off all the cum clean with a tissue paper.
I have yet to tell my son that I was turned on by stuffs like that as well, or that I find myself imagining being the woman in those SM pornos that he liked.
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