The producer had me toss my skirt and blouse into the trunk, surrender my purse and cell phone to him, and then I got into the back of the car. We drove into one of the absolutely worst parts of town before pulling up to a parking lot next to an adult video store. Then he pulled my credit card out of my purse, told me to “Go in. Buy three butt plugs and five movies featuring Asian sluts getting gangbanged. The boys will be waiting. Show them your tits when you pay. Hurry up and get moving.”

The parking lot was nearly full, and this was the most run-down part of town. My heart was thumping in my chest and I was telling myself to be brave. I was scared to death at the time but I knew I had to do it, not for myself, but for my son.

I slowly got up, closing the car door behind me, and I heard the producer click the automatic door locks into locked position. I told myself, the only way to do this is to do it quickly and get it over with. It’s not like I’ve not participated in gang bangs before. 

I entered the store and immediately became the center of attention of all the men inside. There were at least 20 of them in the store, and all of them were looking over me as I stood frozen by the door. I nearly panicked and ran out, but then I thought about my son, I thought about the money I needed to pay for his college tuition, the contract I signed, and that made me stop. I figured I just needed to move fast. I told the clerk I needed to buy a few things, and some of the men started laughing and a guy in front of me said, “How much you wanna pay for this big American cock, little asian slut?”

All of the men burst out laughing as though he had said the most hilarious thing they had ever heard. I didn’t know what to do.  I looked across the room and saw a variety of butt plugs hanging on a wall display. I tried to ignore the men and stepped around them. A guy slapped my ass as I passed him. A few others made room for me to walk between them, but they didn’t seem to be able to keep their hands to themselves. I wasn’t so much fondled as I was being groped and molested as I passed through the crowd. 

“Look!”, one of them exclaimed.  “She take it up her ass. Loooookathaaaat!”

I took three different sized butt plugs off the wall and moved quickly to the right where the movies were displayed.  It wasn’t at all difficult to find five videos that met my criteria. One movie was called something like “Gang Bang Whore from Asia”.  The cover was the photograph of a naked Asian girl being hogtied and airtighted by a group of white American men.  Another movie was “Chinadoll Gangbang” or something like that. I don’t remember exactly.

Seeing those movie covers did trigger my fantasies. I realized my pussy was gushing and my erect nipples were poking through the thin fabric of my tank top, and I was in a daze. I pulled down the movies and carried them along with my butt plugs to the counter. Then I turned to face the gathering of men who were now gazing at me, and I lifted up the front of my tank top to fully expose my breasts to them. I closed my eyes and bit my lower lip as a cacophony of lewd comments assaulted me. 

“Look at these titties!”

“Sweet Jesus!”

“Sweet Jesus what a fine Asian bitch!”

“Slut want to get fucked!”

I heard the door being latched. Iron roller shutter being pulled down. A scary-looking man took me by my wrist and pulled me to the back of the store. Others followed. The clerk was holding a professional video camera and walked in the back. Someone took my butt plugs out of my hand. I was pulled through a doorway into a storage room that smelled of beer and urine. Hands covered my entire body, pinching, rubbing, poking, and pulling me in all directions. Dirty and rough fingers slipped between my lips and I sucked them in all their nastiness. My tank top was ripped off of me and tossed aside. My ruffle trim short shorts were pulled down to my ankles. I had no idea where my credit card went as I was being lifted onto a table, pushed down on my back. My legs were lifted and spread wide apart. My upper body was pulled back until my head was hanging over the edge of the able. 

I winced as my nipples were pinched and twisted. Someone cradled the back of my neck and when I opened my eyes again, I saw a giant white cock moving toward my face like an instrument of torture. I looked beyond the cock and saw the clerk holding the video camera. 

Something was said and all the men laughed. The hard cock shoved between my lips, grated against my teeth and moved slowly but forcefully all the way to the back of my throat. The heavy balls rested against the top of my forehead. Instinctively my hands went toward the body that was pressing down into my face but before I could reach it they were guided away to other cocks on either side of me. I took hold of them and began to stroke them in rhythm that matched the rhythm of the cock that was hitting the back of my throat. 

On my lower body, someone pushed down on my knees until they were spread so wide apart that my thigh muscles were being stretched to the point of breaking. I couldn’t tell who was there or what was happening, but I knew someone was about to fuck me. A large, rough finger was rubbing my clit back and forth. The cock in my mouth was holding me captive. My mouth was distended to its max and my tongue was pressed flat against the underside while I saw from the corners of my eyes cameras flashing. 

My pussy lips was being pulled apart as a cock was fed into me from below and I knew it was too big for me. The man pushed the head through slowly before withdrawing and said, “Bitch’s cunt all wet. She’s lovin’ it!”

Then someone else told him to hurry up because others were waiting for their turn and with that he aimed his cock at my pussy and pushed in once again, until the head was inside me and he said something along the line of “Little Asian can take big cocks.” Then someone replied: “Push it in all the way. We will see.”

As he began to push into me I realized it was bigger than any of the cocks I’ve taken in before and I was split in half. It felt like I was giving birth to my son again but instead of pushing out, it was pushing in slowly, painfully, deeper, and deeper into my hot, clinging pussy. 


The man whose penis was in my mouth now began to fuck me with slight movements in the back and forward motion again, and was on the edge of triggering my gag reflex. The cocks in my hands were rock hard and my arms were burning and sore from the constant stroking motion. 


Suddenly, as though coordinated, both cocks that were penetrating me were ruthlessly and mercilessly thrust forward.  The one in my pussy reached my cervix and entered parts of me that had never been reached before.  It was pushed in to the hilt, and the spasm of pain shot through me. The cock in my mouth was pushed all the way down my throat, and my entire body was bucking involuntarily as my breathing was being cut off. Searing pain was impacting me from both ends. I felt like I was in a car accident being squeezed from both sides by two trucks. I let go of the cocks in my hands and I began to thrash them in earnest before someone pinned them down. The balls that were danging down on my upturned nose pushed forward again and he held himself there and wasn’t moving. 

The cock in my pussy was moving like a piston in and out of me at a rapid pace.  The long, brutal strokes were hitting home with an impact that produced an audible smacking noise each time the man’s balls slapped my ass. In those moments of terror, I thought about my son, I wanted to call out his name, and I thought about why I wanted to do this, because I did it for my son, and I steeled my nerves and tried my best to endure. 

Eventually the penis-head slipped back past the base of my tongue and I vomited out the cock, along with some nasty, burning liquid.  He held himself there to allow me time to heave a few more times before he stuck back in.  One of them said, “Damn, nobody ever teach her to deep throat? She’ll learn!”

My whole body was jerking with each thrust of the man who was fucking my pussy. The cock in my mouth again pressed forward until it was poised for another entry into my throat.  Trying to breath through my nose, I whimpered loudly, trying to beg him not to do it to me again, but to no avail. Again, my throat was distended to accept the forced passage of the long cock.  I gagged and my body jumped involuntarily as I felt the balls sliding up over my forehead to find their home pressing against my eyeballs this time.  I retched again as it was withdrawn, then struggled for air.  


The man fucking my pussy grabbed my hips and thrust into me one final time before I heard a loud groan as he spasmed and shot jets of cum deep into me. Around the same time, the balls on my face tightened and he shoved himself fully into my mouth again before exploding down my throat with a few animal grunts. The two of them exchanged five-highed before withdrawing simultaneously from both ends of me.

Hands pushed down on me again. New cocks were presented to my mouth and pussy. My own hands were guided back to hard cocks on either side of me. My nipples felt distended and sore, but also aroused from the continuous abuse they were getting.



When the last man had shot his cum onto my face, I was dragged off the table and onto the floor. Someone kicked my clothes, the rest of the butt plugs, and movies toward me and told me to “Get the fuck out.” I was so thoroughly fucked and abused I didn’t even know if the man who paid for my gangabang had been inside the store or still in the car waiting. I remembered my credit card being taken and when I stumbled to the front, I was told, “Receipt is in the bag.”

I knew the entire event was videotaped and later edited and distributed, but I never had the stomach to watch it myself. I was butt-fucked later on but I had no recollection of it. I did it because I loved my son and I wanted my son to not worry about money and financial assistance when he applied to the college of his dream, and I have no regret of what I did.

I did ten more gangbang sessions like those and I also did a few BDSM themed shoots. I also did private party events in Dubai and Abu Dhabi. Maybe I will tell you more about my adventures if you are interested.