I’m almost 40, divorced, a single mother and broke. I do waitressing and strip teasing. The waitressing job is hard and pays little. The strip teasing job pays well but is emotionally exhausting, especially when I have to compete with younger, hotter women.

The strip club I work at is on the outskirt of the town and it’s one of the most popular clubs in the area I live. Lots of truckers, and college students. And many of my colleagues are literally the same age as my sons and daughter, like 18~19 years old. A lot of them are hot blonde white girls and they are very athletic.

I used to be a dancer when I was younger but at my age I simply can’t compete with those hard, lithe, soft young bodies. I get tipped well but nowhere as well as those drop-dead gorgeous white girls.

But I need the money and that’s why I let my customers fuck me. I don’t do it in the club. I gave out my cell phone number to them privately and ask them to call me after work and I let them fuck me in their trucks, in the back alley of the strip mall, in the forest behind parking lot, and a few times in college dorms.

The pay is good but money doesn’t mean everything if you don’t love what you do. My customers love the fact that they are fucking a stripper, doing something they are not supposed to do, and there’s the fact that they have my cell phone number and they can call me and ask me out whenever they are horny.

I don’t like to brag but I’m kind of a slut. I’m the kind of woman you call when the whole crew is horny. I do bachelor parties. I do gang bangs. I get airtight and when I get really horny, even condoms are optional because I love getting creampied.

I’ve always been like this, and I suppose this is why my marriage didn’t work out. When I have a cock in my mouth, you can do anything to the rest of my body and I won’t be able to resist. Sometimes I feel ashamed of what a slut I’ve turned out to be, but my customers say I’m a special kind of woman and they cherish me and they pay me well.

Sometimes I think I’m really just a whore, and being a stripper or a waitress is just a front to who I really am.