For those who might not be familiar, The Story of O is a very famous BDSM novel, widely considered the classic of BDSM, similar to Marquis de Sade’s 120 Days of Sodom and his most famous novel Justine. It’s the story of a submissive French woman who voluntarily relinquishes her freedom, her dignity as a woman, and her rights as a human being, to be made into an object and a slave, as she endures through many, many very perverted BDSM practices for her lovers, such as gangbangs, golden shower, public humiliation, branding, nipple-piercing, pussy-piercing, daily whippings, beatings.

My son discovered that I’ve been reading the Story of O as I kept a copy of the novel in my night drawer along with a vibrator, and a set of collar and leash.

Naturally, he was very excited, and he has been asking me questions about the novel almost non-stop. What was my favorite passage in the novel, how I’ve been identifying myself with the heroine of the novel, if I have ever wanted to become a submissive slut-slave just like O, and did his dad know about my sexual desires, etc.

I had always promised my son that mommy would never keep any secret from him, and so I told him, so naturally, I answered all his questions as honestly as possible.

Yes, it’s always been my dream to be turned into a sex slave just like in the novel. Unfortunately, I’ve been unlucky. I’ve never been able to find a man who can satisfy me in the bedroom in the ways described in the novel.

I’d love meet my Rene, the man who was the first master of O, the master who strips her completely naked, takes her into a car, and drives her into a secluded chateau on the outskirt of Paris, where she was inducted into a secret society of rugged, devious, evil white men, who beats her, whips her, and regularly ties her up in the most humiliating and degrading manners, and takes her in all her holes.

Is it paradoxical that the more a man brutalizes me, the more I think he truly loves me? I think so, because this is how it was described in the novel. Rene loved her so much so he brought her into the dungeon to be trained as a sex slave. And O, the heroine of the story, accepts the torture and the humiliation because of her profound devotion to Rene, and through her slavery, she finds her freedom and sexual ecstasy in total obedience to the men around her.

But Rene is not actually the ultimate master of O, because after O was trained properly as a sex slave, Rene sold her to Sir Stephen, who became her permanent master, and who subjected her to even more brutal and more perverted sexual practices, all of which were very cruel, graphic, and scary. It was under Sir Stephen that she was branded and then publicly displayed as a living, breathing piece of property, to be used by as many men as Sir Stephen allowed.

I explained to my son that if you are a really successful man, like your dad, whom I had divorced, unfortunately, there will be many many women who will want to be your sex slave, and right now you just have to focus on studying, and then focus on making money, not be distracted by girls or video games or sex, and someday, you will find yourself being surrounded by women.

And, of course, I also told my son that, if he ever wanted, he can use me for anything he wants, and mommy will never say no to him, as long as he maintains a 4.0 GPA and graduates summa cum laude from Harvard.