I’m still in the first trimester of my pregnancy and it’s already wreaking havoc on me emotionally, psychologically, and sexually. It literally feels like I’m ovulating at all times. My doctor had already told me that I have higher than normal sexual libido, and now it’s getting worse. I feel like I’m in heat all the time.

My mind is a complete mess and I can’t think straight. I feel hot even though it’s freezing outside. My pussy is throbbing and leaking arousal juice even as I’m writing this. It’s hard for me to focus on anything. 

All I can think about are big white cocks and white men’s amazing sperm. 

When I ate pizza this evening I thought about all the white guys’ glazing cum that I have been drinking, and I desperately wanted a guy to spray his cum on my pizza, and just the thought that some guy would come over, pour his cum on my pizza as toppings made me horny. The memory of all the white cocks I have sucked flashed before my eyes, and I thought about all the cum that I have swallowed, and I wondered what it would feel to have all their cum now agglutinated like melted cheese on the slice of pizza I was eating.

I was so horny I just wanted to feel something deep down inside my pussy and so I had to fuck myself with my dildo because none of my sex partners were available. It felt so good as I shoved it down my drippy hole but I couldn’t get enough so I had to use my vibrator on my clit. That’s what I am … just a greedy little yellow slut, constantly horny for big white cocks.  

And because I was so greedy I needed something abit more risky I ended up going out in public wearing a vibrator egg in my pussy wearing a sundress in the winter without a bra or pantyhose. My nipples were poking holes in my blouse and everyone could notice. And I was going out during rush hour and I intentionally got on the busiest train and squeezed myself in between a bunch of sweaty men in suits. I felt the breathing of men on my neck, and I rubbed my tits against their leather jackets, windbreakers, and cashmere topcoats and I lifted my dress just a little bit so anyone who cared to look would see my bare thighs and legs. 

When people were getting on and off the train I stood very close to a handrail next to man who was sitting there and very surreptitiously I rubbed my clit against the handrail. I even made contact with the man. He was an old, decrepit man with hoary white hair and there was hair on his fingers and he looked at me so intently I was getting scared, and that was when I felt his fingers crossed over my clit. Just that one slight touch, and it send an intense orgasm through my body, as heat expanded to every nerve ending of my body and my pussy clenched and spasmed. I spasmed so hard the vibrating egg even dropped out of my pussy and there were people staring at me like I was some sort of freak. But I could not control myself. My back was arched and my body was stiff and I felt a stream of warm liquid flowing down my thighs. 

I couldn’t bear the embarrassment and the humiliation I almost cried and as soon as the train arrived at the next station I got off the train and rushed home in a taxi. Then I texted one of my sex partners and he comforted me, and told me that he would be coming to my house soon and shoving his cock inside my sore, aching pussy. 

I feel like such a needy slut and I feel so lucky to be loved by so many caring, generous, and handsome white men. Being an inferior Asian slut feels like the luckiest thing in the world,