I don’t just want white men to cum inside me. All white men who choose to fuck me can fuck me bareback and cum inside me. I love swallowing their cum and receiving their cum inside my pussy and my ass. It is my general motto in life that I never say no to any white man, no matter if he is a poor beggar, or a financial tycoon, or just a regular Joe. I have lost track the number of white cocks I have sucked and fucked a long time ago.

But that is not enough for me. I want more. I have a deep, searing, excruciating desire for humiliation that simply drinking a white man’s cum is not enough to satisfy.

I need white men who are not so nice to me. Too many white men are simply too nice and too gentle to me. They always want to cherish me, value me, and tell me that I’m not worthless, and no matter how hard they try to convince me, and how long they try–trust me, I have even tried myself–they cannot change me. They always try to tell me that I’m equal to them, but the more they tell me that, the more I hate myself.

I don’t want to be equal to white men. I want to be beneath white men. I need white men who are sadistic, tyrannical, rough, evil, inhumane, and rapacious. I need a white fascist.

I need a white man who will pinch my nipples and twist them and would not let go as I’m screaming in pain and begging for mercy.

I need a white man who will insert oversized dildos inside my pussy and ass, making my holes gaped and stretched, even as I’m covered in sweat, piss, cum, and my own cunt juice; as I’m crying in pain, sweat dripping down from my tits, my thighs, and the huge dildos piercing my insides raw like a bayonet, turning my insides out until I’ve become a ruined whore.

I need a white man who will not hesitate to strip me completely naked in public and beat my ass like a Sultan in his Seraglio, as I’m completely caught in the heat of lust and sexual arousal over his supreme power.

I need a white man to tell me what a filthy yellow whore I am, how I need to be covered in piss, and how, if I don’t obey him, he would sell me to a brothel and turn me into a free-use whore for all.

I want a white man to call me his chink toilet whore. I want to drink his piss. I want his piss inside my ass and wear a butt plug to keep it inside. Whenever he needs to piss, he would call me over, and I will get on my knees, open my mouth, and swallow all his piss.

I need a white man who will slut me out and rent me out to strangers so they can finger my dripping wet Asian cunt like they are examining a piece of meat. Make me crawl around the floor, like a bitch in heat, with nasty words written on my otherwise pristine body.

I need a white man who will completely own me, keep me inside a cage, keep me collared and leashed, make me feel my face burn with shame and my heart palpitate with fear and trembling as he exhibits me to all his friends.

I don’t want pretend play and silly make belief games in SM clubs. I want real slavery. I want real torture and real rape. Shakespearean acts that make my blood run cold, Biblical atrocities that raze entire cities, I need something real. Or else I feel like I’m dying.