This is 100% my true story.

My mom and I are Asian but my mom is divorced and she is now re-married to an American man who is 20 years older than her and even though my stepdad is old, they actually have a very active sex life, and I often heard them having sex in their bedroom. We live in a big house and my mom and my stepdad sleep in the master bedroom and my dad has a separate study room where I had found his secret porn stash and had often browsed through them when he weren’t home. Even though my stepdad is white, all his porn was about Asian female and involved lots of naked Asian women being tied up, whipped, and treated like dogs. He also had lots of porn where Asian girls were being gangbanged by lots of white guys.

One time I was digging through their master bedroom when I found a dildo hiding between the bed-stands. I was only 19 at the time and still very naive about sex and it was the first time I realized that a woman can pleasure herself without a man. I mean, I’ve seen those things in my stepdad’s porn stash but seeing the object with my own eyes for the first time still shocked me. The dildo was very realistic and looked like a real penis with veins, a set of balls, a mushroom tip, etc. And the thing was huge. I didn’t know a penis could be so big and I even wondered that, if the dildo was so realistic and as big as a real penis, how did men walk around with those things in their pants?

Fast forward to a couple days later, curiosity got the best of me and I decided to “dig” through their room to see what else my mom was keeping from me. As I was looking around I found a shoe box and in that shoe box I found the same dildo plus a bullet vibrator, another bizarre looking two-pronged dildo and a little pump attached to its base, a pair of nipple clamps, a bottle of lubricant, a pair of handcuffs, a collar with a leash attached at the back.

As I was looking at this depraved assortment of sinful objects my pussy got extremely wet. I always knew my mom was a slut but still … looking at all her immoral toys made me want to touch myself. 

So far in my life I’ve never had any kind of sex toys, and well, I did something that I probably shouldn’t have. I grabbed all her toys and started using them on myself. I put the collar around my neck. I clamped the clamps to my nipples. Then I grabbed her vibrator and dildos and put them close to my pussy and ass. I sat on the dildo with my bare ass and I put the vibrator close to my clit and turned the thing on. Then I put another dildo in my mouth and gagged myself with it. I got really horny doing this to myself and as I got hornier and hornier I sat farther down and that was when the dildo entered my pussy. And suddenly I realized why the dildo was two pronged because I felt the other head tearing into my asshole. It hurt like hell but I was also incredibly turned on by the pain. Anyway I rode my mom’s dildos and rode myself to my first orgasm, and some of my virgin blood was smeared on the dildo. Afterward I cleaned it with a wet kleenex and put them back.

After the first time, I started to do some research and I realized that I should use the lubricant and I can also fill liquid into the pump so the dildos can spout water out of it so it can be more enjoyable. I used all of my mom’s dildos for many months before she found out and reproached me about it. But then it was already too late because I can’t get enough of the orgasms I was having from the dildos and after that experience I started to seek out the real things. 

And because my stepdad is white, I just find it natural that I should be dating white guys, even though I’m Asian. 

My dream has always been to find a group of white men who can simulate what my mom’s dildos did to me, with a cock in mouth, a cock in my pussy, and another cock inside my asshole, so I can be completely stuffed. I also enjoy wearing the collar and leash while having sex because it makes me feel like an obedient pet, and, well, everybody loves a cuddly, fluffy pet! 

The above post is a guest contribution. Opinion expressed and views held are solely the submitter’s and may not be reflective of the Inferior Asian Editor Team.