For a long time I used to go to sleep early, because when I went asleep early, my Asian mom and my white step dad would start fucking, and I would awake in the middle of the night listening to my mom’s moaning from being fucked, and it made me feel good. 

My mom divorced my biological dad, a Chinese man, and remarried a white American man when I was 18 years old and we emigrated to America after that. We lived in a huge suburban house with a big backyard and we raised chicken, ducks, and we had a dog and a cat as pets. It was the kind of dream life for Chinese and everyone in China was jealous of my mom and me.

Every night as I dozed off to sleep, I started thinking about how will my stepdad be fucking my mom tonight? And inevitably I would start imagining myself in the shoes of my slutty Asian mother, dressed in provocative sexy lingerie, twirling and twisting my self in front of my white stepdad, seducing him with all my dance skills and at some point I would be startled to realize that I was no longer asleep, as I heard bed frame creaking and the floor screeching in their master bedroom; the spanking, the pounding, and the sexy moans of my mom, and my white stepdad’s final groan as he shot his sperm inside her womb. 

The sudden realization that this whole time I was not asleep would awaken me fully, and blurred the memory of what I heard and what I dreamed. 

Sometimes, after they have finished having sex, my mom would come into my bedroom and check on me. From the silhouette I could tell she was completely naked, and she would tug on my quilt and kiss me on the forehead. This was all after she had just had my dad’s cum inside her mouth or having his cum still dripping out of her holes. The smell of sex was emanating from her and it permeated the atmosphere in my bedroom.

One morning after their sex session, I found a used condom in the bathroom and I assumed it belonged to my white stepdad. I thought to myself, this is new. I often heard my mom telling my dad to “cum inside me” and my dad saying, “I’m going to breed you,” and other remarks. 

The condom was extra large-sized, so much bigger than the condoms they sold in China. And the outer surface was spiked and covered with lube. There were so much lube and the inside was filled with white liquid. I knew what it was. It was my white daddy’s cum, and I could not resist it. 

I thought back to the previous night listening to my daddy brutally fucking my mom and it made me so horny. The memory of their sex session inevitably blended with my own sex fantasies and wet dreams and I can’t resist. 

I dipped my fingers into the used condom and scooped out some small portion of it and put it in my mouth. It didn’t taste anything, but it sent an electric current to my whole body, like an re-incarnate spirit that was trying to channel her former existence to me, telling me things that I only vaguely knew but could not grasp the whole truth. 

It’s the feeling-good juice, my re-incarnate spirit told me and I believed her. I smeared some of it on my nipples and rubbed some other portion of it against my clit and my whole body started to spasm in ecstatic pleasure. 

I wondered how it would feel to have my dad’s big white cock inside my tiny Asian pussy, just like what he has been doing to my mom everyday, and every night I continued to go to sleep early, just so I could give them the time and opportunity to have more sex. 

The next few days I continued to find my dad’s used condom in the trash can in the morning and every time I did the same, dipping my fingers into it, and scooping it out to eat his cum or smear it on my body. I would place the empty condom back into the trash can and place a few tissues over it so not to appear suspicious.

 One night I overheard my dad saying: “Time for your assfucking, slut!” before my mom started moaning and I figured that my parents only used condoms when they were doing anal sex. Their conversation was always muffled but this time I heard them clearly, and the idea that my mom has been giving her asshole to him hit me like a rock. It was something that my mom had never done before, with my Chinese dad. I had heard from other Chinese women that white men enjoyed anal sex. Being able witness it first hand was more than any second hand knowledge, any gossip, and any study could ever suffice.

In some way, my mom’s devotion to my white stepdad paved the road to my own sluttery, and she was my role model. I learned from her that as an Asian woman, I need to give all my holes to my white owner, and this has been what I’m actively doing to achieve in my life.