I’m from China and so I apologize in advance if my English is not that good. The month prior to my trip to Europe, I had a big argument with my Chinese boyfriend and we were at the point of breaking up. It was a lot of argument over money but underneath all the money problems, I was also dealing with a lot of sexual frustration. My Chinese boyfriend is impotent but I pretended that I still loved him. Honestly, I didn’t really know what I wanted but then I heard from one of my girlfriends who married a foreigner and emigrated to Europe that a lot of Chinese women were now finding love in various foreign countries …

I’m young, but not naive, and I was kind of expecting what I expect to happen as I traveled through various European countries. My dream has always been to travel around the world and I was living in that dream.

It’s definitely embarrassing to admit that I had sex in mind as I traveled alone through Europe.

Bu even though I was traveling alone, I met a lot of other Asian girls who were like me during my trip and so I didn’t feel completely alone. We were all traveling by ourselves, with smartphones in our hands, pretty dresses and sexy panties in our luggage, and condoms in our purses.

In fact, I even met a fellow Chinese woman who was traveling through Europe for the exact same reason. She even “warned” me about this particular place to “stay away” because there the men there are known to be “very aggressive”.

But the fact that the place was so dangerous made me want to go there even more. When I went back to my hotel I started trying to figure out about this place she mentioned and it was a neighborhood full of East European immigrants from former Soviet Union blocs, and the stories that came out of there made me excited actually.

There were stories about Russian women, Chinese women and Mongolian women being sex trafficked and sold into sexual slavery by Eastern European men and there were lots of brothels and sex clubs and there were some other stories about Eastern European men committing violence against Muslims and Africans. Those stories made me wet because usually I think of white men as civilized, gentle, and polite, but those European men were different. They were rough, aggressive, and they were violent.

I was excited but I was scared too, and just as I thought about backing out of my diabolical plan to get myself raped, my boyfriend from China called me on WeChat and we had another big argument. And this time, we were seriously breaking up.

It was at that moment that I knew I was driven over the edge. I said to my self, “my purpose coming to Europe is not just sightseeing, but also getting sex, and it’s now almost an entire month and I still haven’t met my rapist, and so I’m going there!”

Against my best judgment, I decided to venture out of my comfort zone and take on an adventure that I would have regretted if I didn’t.

Before I went into that area I matched with a guy I saw on dating app who was from that exact neighborhood and we decided to meet inside a bar.

That day I wore a low cut dress and I went walking into this forbidden area, and I persisted through the stares of lewd men with scary tattoos on the street until I got to the location where we were supposed to meet. It was a very shady bar and I sat at the counter and I ordered myself a drink.

A few minutes later a very tall and muscular white man sat next to me and he looked just like what he was in his profile. Tall, rough, aggressive-looking, and instantly I was wet.

We started talking. The conversation was cordial and his voice calmed my nerves, but as the sun have gone down and it was getting dark outside, he ordered me more drinks and asked me to continue drinking. At that point I said no, but he refused to let me leave.

So I said “okay one last. Then I leave.” and I drank it. I said “I leave,” but then he said, “We leave.”

I was getting scared because he implied he was leaving with me and when I tried to leave again he said “not this door” and instead directly to the backdoor.

He escorted me out through the backdoor and once there he grabbed my arms and pulled me forward and I saw other men in front of me, all of them extremely tall and muscle-bound and with a very typical East European look. I started screaming and then the guy from behind me said very minincingly, “shut up you dirty whore. If you scream again, I kill you.”

Instinctively, I obeyed. Then he and his friends pushed me into a dirty little wooden shed and I started to wonder, “Is this what I was asking for? Is this really happening.”

They pushed me into the little wooden shed and bent me over a wooden table. There was no romance, no foreplay, no fantastical love tales, just pain and suffering, and their primal desire to use me. My dress went up and my expensive lace panties were ripped off of me. One guy was at the other side of the table holding my arms and another guy was behind me. I wanted to scream again and then one of them shoved a dirty, soiled rag into my mouth.

Then several different men’s fingers touched my pussy and played with my breasts and they made comments about how tight I was, how tiny my vagina and my breasts were. They were joking with each other, “Chinese pussy too small. Chinese women no ass … no tits. Chinese women like boys.”

Then they stopped speaking English and started arguing among each other but from the way they motioned and talked, I got the sense that they were arguing who was going to use me first, and eventually the strongest, and tallest man won.

The fact that they were arguing over me made my head spin, my pussy started to get warm and wet just at the thought of their need and desire to take me like this. It was something that my shy, weak, impotent Chinese boyfriend would have never did.

I stared at my purse, with the condoms inside, and I realized they would never even think of using one.

I sighed inside me and I began to give myself up to the situation. One man got on top of the table and was prepared to mount me, and so I spread my legs wide for him, and when I saw the size of his cock, I almost swooned and I started shaking my head from side to side, because I knew it was never going to fit. His giant white cock was almost twice as big as my Chinese boyfriend’s.

He realized that from my facial expression and he smirked at me and then touched my face and said something in his native language and then the tip of his cock rubbed against the outside of my vagina. I felt his precum rubbing on my labia. The tip of his giant cock found the entrance to my vagina and then he pushed.

That was when I again tried to scream through the rags stuffed inside my mouth and my screams came out as muffled and it made very little sound. Big drops of sweat were rolling down my forehead and temples. I thought to myself, “It’s too big! It’s too big. I’m going to die.”

But he didn’t care and he trudged ahead and then suddenly, I felt my entire lower body was being split open, and his cock went all the way inside. He went so deep my whole body was perked up into the air by his penis. But the other men around me held me tight and with just three thrusts I felt his balls started to slap against me and the pressure filled inside me. His cock was fully inside me and it was the biggest cock I ever took and it was cumming deep inside me. I felt an unspeakable pleasure building inside me and soon I lost control of my body and a whole new feeling, a feeling that I never experienced before, filled me.

For the first time in my life, I felt, I learned, that sex can be so pleasurable.

At that point he fucked me harder and faster and I feel so ashamed to admit, that I experienced the most pleasurable feeling as he fucked me like this.

After I was broken in all the rest of the men took their turns, and someone even said, in English, “fucking Chinese woman is like fucking a virgin.”

At that moment, I felt so proud of my Chinese heritage and I wished that my Chinese boyfriend was there to witness this.

As they took turns fucking me, some of their cum was sprayed all my body and some were cumming inside me, and I felt like I was a farm animal being used and milked.

When they all got exhausted I heard them talking about something again and then they wiped the cum off of my body with some dirty rag that was laying by the floor.

At some point I was off the table and I laid on the dirt floor with just a dirty rug under me. They started talking to me in English again and they said that they would let me go after one more after because he was a virgin.

Then they pointed and some guy walked in and he was a lanky guy with blonde hair and blue eyes. He looked more nervous than I was and everyone standing around were looking at me and then the biggest guy, the guy who was talking to me at the bar, told me, to “go go go … go make him comfortable … make him comfortable”.

The rag that was in my mouth was taken out of me at that point and they pushed me to my knees and slapped my ass from behind and goaded to crawl and so I did, as I crawled on my hands and knees until I arrived at the feet of the young man standing in front of me and I used my hands to pull down this pants and I put his cock inside my mouth.

Then he pushed me back on my back and said, “Open your legs Chinese woman!” I did as I was told. Then some guy was asking some other guy in English, “Chinese woman come to Europe for breeding again?” “Yes! Yes. She said she wants to be pregnant on Tinder. I show you her profile.”

I felt so humiliated and ashamed as they talked about me but I concentrated on the cock in front of me as I helped to guide him into me, and once he was in, he furiously pumped in and out of me. He did not last as long as the other guys, and he cummed deep inside me and then he smiled to my face and said, “I cum inside her.”

He said this as he looked up to the men next to me and he giggled to himself as he stood up.

I started fantasizing as I lay there on the dirty ground. “Oh my god, they were going to keep me as their sex slave!”

“Oh my god! I saw this in the movies. They are going to torture me now.” All the horrifying things were flashing through my mind but then after that they all left me alone and tossed me a dirty towel and 1,000 Euros.

Honestly, at that point I was a little bit disappointed. They didn’t seem to want to keep me and just left me to rile in their pool of cum mixed in with their sweat, and I wanted to ask them why but I thought better.

I did not go back to the man and I blocked him on my Tinder account as the experience was more extreme than I expected. But I could not help but think about the experience. I even started touching myself to it whenever I’m alone. The words “I cum inside her” kept echoing inside my head.

A week later I went back to China, broke up with my Chinese boyfriend. And another month later I missed my period and I felt sick and nauseous. I knew even before I took a test that I had indeed been impregnated.

The above post is a guest contribution. Opinion expressed and views held are solely the submitter’s and may not be reflective of the Inferior Asian Editor Team.