I don’t really know what is wrong with me but whenever I see a white man I just very instinctively want to get on my knees and suck on their cocks. White men are just so much taller, their frames are so powerful, and their bodies are so manly, and they are so civilized!

I just very instinctively feel like they are from a superior civilization, a far more advanced civilization, and it’s like, it just feels right to be on my knees, to receive their cocks inside my mouth, and to swallow their cum. Not to mention the fact that their cum are so tasty!

And after I have thoroughly worshipped their cocks with my mouth, I let them fuck me inside my pussy raw and I always orgasm so HARD! I moan like an Asian porn star when they fuck me and a few times I even gave out those throaty, low-guttural sounds as my brain was melting inside me. That was how amazing white cock is to me.

So yeah, of course, I love getting fucked by white men, but sucking white cocks carries something that is so much more special and intimate to me.

Sometimes I wonder if I think by sucking on their cocks and swallowing their cum I will improve my inferior Asian genetics in the process. I honestly don’t know.

Sometimes I wonder if by getting on my knees in front of a white man, I’m imitating what my Asian ancestors did with our superior yellow emperors in ancient times. You know, in ancient times, all Asians must kneel and prostrate before our yellow emperors because those little yellow emperors were our gods. But after white men came to Asia and conquered us, those tiny yellow emperors were thrown out, and instead white men gave us little Asian slaves freedom, equality and democracy. But in our genes we are still craving to worship our little yellow emperors, but the little yellow emperors are gone and in their places we are now worshipping white men and their big white cocks. We still crave to be on our knees. We still crave to bend over and crawl. But instead of humiliating ourselves in front of our little yellow emperors, we now crawl in front of our big white kings, and so in a sense white men have become our emperors.

Or, I have another theory. Maybe it has something to do with the Selfish Gene. You know that book by Richard Dawkins that talks about how genes are selfish and that all our behavior, even our rational mind and all of our logic, facts, and rationalization, can all be traced back to the selfish genes. So maybe my selfish genes are at work here. The selfish genes know white genes are superior and they are just dying to duplicate themselves with the most superior genes in the world, and that’s why they are making me humiliate and degrade myself in front of white men, all in the hope to replicate themselves.

Those are just my two cents. If you have a theory that can explain why white cocks make Asian girls like me so obsessed and addicted, please feel free to let me know in the comments below!