I recently broke up with this guy I had been seeing. He was not just my boyfriend. He was my owner. I was living with him in his condo as his full time sex slave and after we broke up I decided to move out but I had really nowhere else to stay. My husband had already divorced me. My parents had disowned me. I had lost custody of my children. My life, I felt, was coming to an end.

That was when Jake came into my life.

He was one of my former owner’s friends, a 21 year old white guy from some of the parties near the local college we attended. He came from a wealthy background, and is socially liberal, and out of desperation, I asked him if I could stay at his place. I was crying when he picked up the phone and I used my softest voice possible. I told him that it was just temporary and that I would be paying him monthly rent. I told him that he had no clue how hard life is. Trying to rent in the current economy is mission impossible. They check your credit score. They want referrals from your previous landlord. They need to check your income. Blah blah blah …

Eventually he relented and he agreed to me living with him.

The thing is I was fired from my job a few months ago as well and so I was really not in a position to pay him rent.

Sometimes I feel like I was falling apart at the seams. Also, I want to confess, I am no longer a young beautiful Asian woman anymore. I’m fast approaching the age of no-return, and I try my best to hold on to my looks with lots of makeup, skin care products, facials, etc.

Perhaps he already knew what I was planning to do. I wasn’t trying to scheme him. I was desperate. As soon as I moved in with him, I flat out admitted to him about my current financial situation and I proposed that I become his free use slut in lieu of rent. I started crying again as I said this to him, and I told him that “You know Mike. You know I did everything for him. I can do everything for you as well. I suck cock and swallow cum. I take it up my ass. And I’m 100% clean. Mike had me examined at health clinic every other month.”

He was happy about the arrangement but I also said that because I just came out of a relationship, I don’t want there to be any emotional attachment between us, just pure sex. I would have sex with him for as often as he wanted with the only limit being on Sunday and Saturday when I had to go visit my ex-husband and my children.

Long story short since ever I moved in with him, he has been fucking me non stop everyday for an entire month already.

The first few days he fucked me multiple times a day and my pussy and mouth were so sore from being fucked so often but I kept my promise and made sure he had access to my holes whenever he became horny. He tried anal for the first time, and he liked it. After he fucked me anally, he walked over to my face and I sucked him off. He told me that it was the first time a girl would let him do ass to mouth, and I told him, “Then you haven’t really met a woman who is worthy of you. If a woman really love you, she would let you do anything to her.”

The only downside is Jake is not as dominant as my former owner and he does not enjoy hurting me. He is very gentle and he enjoys cuddling, kissing, and pure raw sex rather than domination, which is what I really crave.

On the other hand, this has been a good hiatus from the domination I was enduring at Mike’s place. My former owner was everything I wanted, but I was also scared of him. I have always been conflicted in this way. If I meet a person who is meek and kind, I find him unattractive. If I meet a person who is sadistic and dominant, eventually I grow anxious and I wanted out. I can’t seem to find a middle ground. Mike was a chain smoker. And whenever he was smoking, I had to act as his ashtray. I swallowed the ash from his cigarettes with my mouth. He also used the lit cigarette to burn my nipples, breasts, and pussy lips. He put those videos of him torturing me on some BDSM website. I do not have copies of those videos.

So I’m content with my breakup. I felt like Mike would eventually want to kill me if I stayed with him. And right now my relationship with Jake has slowed down a bit. He still fucks me at least one time a day.

He is 21 years old and he is just insatiable. Even when I’m just brushing my teeth or scrolling my phone he would bear-hug me from behind and fuck me until he cums inside me. He says he’s living the dream of having a free use asian sex slave, and honestly, I don’t feel too bad either not having to work or worry about money.

The only downside is his cum is literally everywhere and some even gets into my hair and I feel I can smell his cum in my mouth when I go out to eat with my friends.