As a 38 year old twice divorced, single mother, being able to meet and find love is actually harder than you’d expect. And so I decided to take life through a different route. Instead, I decided to become a slut. Life is easier that way, I felt. 

Lots of friends and relatives know about my lifestyle and many of them don’t approve of me, but I feel happy being who I am and sometimes I do feel conflicted. Event though I know the old proverb “sticks and stones may break my bones, but words will never hurt me,” and I know this since I was very young, I just can’t completely shake off the shackles that this society has been using to imprison me, and even though the ecstasy of sex brings me joy, afterward I always feel shame. 

The other day I met a guy and after he fucked me he pulled out of my ass–he was fucking me analy–and he used my mouth and ended up cumming inside my mouth. I thought he was done but that was when he said he wanted to piss on me. I felt so humiliated by his request. I asked him why and he said that he wanted to make me into his meat urinal. I wanted to refuse but he tugged me on my leash and pinched my nipples and had an evil grin on his face and told me that I didn’t do it he was going to tell my son and daughter what a nasty slut I am. 

I felt like I was being blackmailed and I very sternly said no, you can’t do that. But at the same time I felt so horny because of the threat he made. I asked him are you trying to blackmail me and then he just grinned and said that he can make me into his sex slave if he wanted, and he wasn’t lying. Besides me, he has a few other girlfriends and they all do all his biddings. One of those girls actually had his name tattooed above her pussy mound and another one had her nipples and clit pierced with silver rings just to please him. 

I guess deep inside all women are just sluts, and we are all just waiting for the right man to dominate, subjugate, and enslave us. 

He pressed his cockhead against my lips and slid it around my face as I had my lips tightly shut and he was smiling and slowly, I felt my heart melt and I opened my mouth, and when he said wider, I opened my mouth as wide as I can and then I felt a stream of hot, steamy yellow piss landing directly into my throat and when I felt my entire oral cavity was filled with his piss and some of it was starting to spill out, I heard his order to “Swallow” and that was when I closed my mouth and swallowed. The piss was still coming and I felt it hitting my face, running down my naked body, and I felt the sting of the hard liquor. I felt like I was swallowing Scotch or Vodka because it reminded me of this one time I was at a party and I had the mistake of ordering some hard liquor and the taste was similar. 

But the taste was even more nasty. But at the same time it felt so mesmerizingly good. It was almost as if my shame had been washed away. It was almost as if I had cleansed myself by humiliating myself. I can’t explain. I rubbed my clit as my entire body raked of his piss and cum and I was lying in a pool of his piss.  

“So after swallowing his cum, I ended up drinking his piss.” I thought to myself and this was what I had written in my diary that night, but I couldn’t continue to write. I felt so horny I started touching myself after the first line.

And afterward he told all his friends about me and a lot of them are calling me and asking me to do the same. I feel so ashamed of myself for being so dirty and slutty but I just can’t control myself and I love doing it so much. They are now all asking me to swallow their cum and drink their piss. They said it’s not fair that I have only done it with Peter. They all want their turn. They literally want to turn me into their yellow piss whore. 

After effects:

Whenever I hear a man urinating, I get aroused. When I hear his piss hitting the toilet bowl, I imagine myself crawling on my hands and knees and looking up at his half erect cock, begging to taste his nectar. I also found myself delving deeper and deeper into this rabbit hole as I started to search for piss bukkake and golden showers. I also started drinking my piss and sends videos of me doing this to Peter and which he then shares with all his friends. They are now asking me to drink my own piss in front of them.