After my divorce I’ve been incredibly lonely and sexually frustrated and so I became involved in a support group with a bunch of other lonely women around my age. Most of them were also divorced but a few were actually lonely housewives trapped in loveless marriages. One of them was also Asian and so we became very close friends and about a month ago, while she was over at my house, something inexplicable happened.

At the time I was preparing to cook dinner but I realized I had forgotten something and so I decided to go to the supermarket really quickly and she was left alone with my son who was playing video games in his room. At first I thought about sending my son to the supermarket but I was worried that he wouldn’t be able to drive confidently since he got his driver’s license recently and so I went by myself. This best friend of mine is very trustworthy and also she seems to adore my son. Ever since she met him she has been gushing all over him and telling me how much she wished that she had an Eurasian son just like him, and so I wasn’t worried. My son mostly stayed in his room and didn’t really interact with me and my friend.

But this time it was different. About an hour later I returned home (it went a little bit longer than I had expected) and then I saw that my son had now joined my friend in the living room and he was literally beaming with energy and excitement. My friend somehow looked tired and her voice seemed to be shaking when she spoke. Also her hair seemed disheveled and so was her attire. Her sun dress looked corrugated and crimped, like she had taken them off, crushed the fabrics under something and then dressed back in a hurry. There was a certain chemistry between them that it was impossible not to notice. I didn’t know what exactly went on between them but I knew something was off. While we were cooking dinner my son was there the entire time, which also was unusual and he seemed very chatty, much more chatty than I had ever remembered him to be.

After dinner we drank wine and even my son wanted some wine which I gave him just a little bit and the whole time my son was sitting right next to her, and just glued to her like a cat begging for food. We watched some movies together and my son was sitting next to her and he put his arms around her and I told my son to behave himself but then my friend told me not to worry and that she actually loved it. At some scene during the movie she started crying and she leaned her head into my son’s chest which really weirded me out.

I told my best friend maybe we were all getting tired and we should get some rest, but the thing was she had drank lots of wine and there was no way that I could let her drive back in this condition. It was either calling a taxi or letting her stay for the night, and which to my utter surprise, seemed to get my son even more excited. His excitement was palpable in his gestures, and even his voice seemed different, and he was telling me, “Please let her stay, mom! Please please!”

I drank a lot of wine myself and so I decided to go to sleep and my best friend slept in the guest room which was adjacent to my son’s room. I was very tired but during the very early morning, around 4 AM, I started hearing noises in the kitchen and I went to go check. My room is upstairs and my son’s room and the guest room are on the first floor and so is the kitchen, and I tiptoed all the way before I went down the stairs from where I could see the kitchen and I saw my friend completely naked, with a dog collar and a leash around her neck, crawling around on the kitchen floor–her naked ass and back was glistening against the electric light bulb–and my son was holding the leash, and my son was using very nasty language, like slut, cunt, bitch, cum dump and she seemed to be enjoying this. I was absolutely horrified. I wanted to scream at her. I wanted to rush downstairs and excoriate her, but then something else hit me. “Maybe this is actually a good thing.” I thought to myself. My son has been so lonely and everyday he has been cloistered in his room playing video games and watching porn it may be better for him to have a real woman to play with instead. On several occasions in the past, I have walked in my son’s room and found him masturbating and I know his computer was filled with porn, maybe it’s not a bad thing that he is now attracted to this slut.

I stood there absolutely stupefied and my mind was racing and I was watching what they were doing. My son was holding a leather belt and he was hitting the woman’s bare ass and she was whimpering like she was enjoying it. After that my son sat in a chair and the woman was dancing in front of him. She was doing a striptease dance and I was honestly surprised at how good she was. She was like a pro-dancer, which made sense since she told me that she did yoga class and had practiced dancing when she was younger.

The most important thing to me though was that I didn’t want my son to get hurt, and I didn’t want this woman to take advantage of my son. Honestly I felt bad for her as well, but more than that, I was turned on, knowing that my son is so attractive. It seemed obvious to me that my son is a lady killer and I felt so proud.

In fact, about a week ago I invited this friend over again and pretended to go to sleep early, which worked because after a while I heard noises coming out of my son’s bedroom. She was moaning quite loud and I even masturbated myself a bit while I spied on them. I started thinking if I should invite my other friends to come over and fuck my son

Any thoughts on whether it’s wrong for me to like watching my son get fucked by my friend?

Caption: This is the Chinese woman who has been fucking my 18 year old son. I snapped this picture of her from her WeChat and despite of what she may appear, she is actually 38 years old and has been married twice. She married some Chinese guy when she was in China and once in the States she married some American guy and then divorced him after she got her green card. She now lives by herself and I feel conflicted about what she is doing to my son. On the one hand I think my son is very attractive and I’m proud that she is satisfying him sexually, but I’m also worried that she might be taking advantage of my son and I just want to make sure that I find ways to protect my son and make sure she doesn’t hurt him.