Lately I’ve been fantasizing more and more about leaving everything behind and becoming owned by a sadistic white man. 

He has to be at least twice my age, towering over me in size, sweaty, balding, with a big hairy belly he could rest on my ass when he fucks me from behind. 

I will meet him in some seedy gas station where he will violently rape me in the restroom until I have no choice but to fall in love with him. 

He will grope me, beat me, humiliate me in public; sell me for loose change to any homeless man; film me doing the most degrading sex acts to post online so that no one else will ever want to touch me again. 

He will use my face to scratch his balls; use my nipples as chew toys, and use my tongue as toilet paper. Then he will skull-fuck me till I pass out, then wake me up with his big hard white cock pounding my ass. He would be my Daddy, my Master, my White God, my Everything and I’d just be a disposable yellow cocksleeve for him to use up and throw away.

He needs to have an insatiable sex drive, using me frequently throughout the day as his under-the-desk cocksucker, his ass-licking face-seat, his punching bag, his urinal, his fuckhole. 

I’ll wake him up in the morning with my mouth wrapped around his cock so he could feed me his morning piss as soon as he wakes up. I’ll make him breakfast while he gets ready, then kneel under the table while he eats so I can suck the rest of my breakfast out of his cock. When he gets home from work I’ll have dinner ready on the table and be kneeling naked by the door, waiting for him to take out the stress of his day on my holes. He’ll pound me so roughly in any and every hole he wants, laughing in my face when I request he use a condom. Within the first month I’ll become pregnant with his rape baby and he’ll make me worship his big hairy balls every night and thank him for the gift he has bestowed upon me; praying to his cock as my one true God. He’ll make me crawl around the house with my swollen breasts and pregnant belly swaying beneath me.

He’ll bring friends over often to play with me, making me servivice them all at once while he films it to send to my friends and employer. He’ll make me massage him and give him tongue bath whenever he likes; make me lick peanut butter off his nuts like a dog, use my tits as stress balls to crush in his fists. I’ll profess my undying love for him while he pisses on my face and laughs at me. He’ll alter my body to make me better for him; get me breast implants; pierce my tongue so it feels better between his legs; tattoo degrading nicknames all over my body. He’ll never kiss me; my lips aren’t worthy of touching his, but if I’ve been a good girl he’ll let me share passionate kisses with his asshole. He’ll find the most disgusting old perverts online, the meanest, most racist white men with the biggest cocks, and make me fuck them raw on a livestream for his entertainment. He’ll ruin my holes with his fists, stretching them so wide they could never return to normal. He’ll dunk my head underwater while he uses me so my holes tighten around him when I start to run out of air. He’ll leave me chained to a urinal in a truck-stop restroom so they could use me as their community urinal and cum rag. He’ll teach me that as a chink I have no right to say no to white men and must do whatever they tell me. 

Eventually all that’s able to turn me on would be a dirty, hairy old white man cock. I crave his abuse and I do anything and everything to please him. ❤