I get so embarrassed about this because as a Chinese woman, I’m supposed to have a super tight vagina, but my white-American sex partner has this huge kink of stretching out my pussy until, in his words, “it’s completely worn and useless.”

I have never had this kind of kink to be honest. But he’s so dominant, and I’m very submissive. I love the idea of having someone to tell me to do whatever he wants me to do. And for him, he wanted to have my pussy permanently stretched out just for his amusement. 

This started when he was fingering me in bed one day. The typical two fingers thrust turned into three. It felt really good and it made my pussy feel extra full. My pussy was drenched, and before I knew it, he slipped in four fingers. That made me gasp with pleasure, and I asked him what he was doing, and he showed me his hand covered with my pussy juice. 

Then he told me to “shut up slut, and let me stretch out your pretty Chinese hole.”

Just that sentence alone did something to me and I was dripping so much. The fact that he was commanding me sent shivers down my spine and I laid back submissively and allowed him to do whatever he wanted to me. And before I knew it, he squeezed in his last finger, the thumb, and tried to fist me. But it can never go all the way in, and I was also scared. I knew he was going to turn me into his fisting whore.

In the months since then, he always used his fingers or other foreign objects to stretch out my pussy before he had sex. He used just about anything he could lay his hands on, provided those things were able to fit inside my pussy. Markers. Pencils. Skinny plastic bottles. Flashlights. 

I can also feel him taking longer and longer to cum after because he can’t feel my pussy anymore. And he will call me a “dirty, used, gaped slut.” I was turned on by the way he abused me. 

Even when he is not fucking me, he gave me tasks of using objects around the house to fill myself up for him to watch video zoom while he is at work. The things he had made me shove up my pussy included cucumbers, broomsticks, and beer bottles. And if I didn’t stretch myself enough, he punishes me by bringing home other Asian girls who have tight pussies and fuck them in front of me. Just to humiliate me. 

The more he abused me, the more turned on I became, and I look at my gaped pussy and I feel my heart heavy and stomach churning. I can now fit an entire beer bottle inside my pussy and I just tell him that because “you have stretched out my pussy so much, I don’t feel anything when we have sex anymore.” I felt so ashamed telling him this and I was so proud of my tight asian vagina before.

But he is telling me: “Maybe it’s time to use your ass now.”

I know it’s wrong and what he is doing to me is not good for me, but it turns me on so much to be completely ruined for a dominant white man who is so powerful and resourceful.