Introduction about me:

I was “Made in China” in 1987. I grew up and lived in Shanghai, China for the first half of my life. For the second half, it was in Germany, where I finished high school and studied English and German. I majored in American studies at the university of Kassel. After graduating I moved to Frankfurt to work as a foreign language secretary. I’m fluent in English, German and Chinese. 

To some I appear a sophisticated, urbane, and well-educated Asian lady; to some others, just a cute panda, always in heat, and always eager for some good fucking. Still to some others who know me more intimately, I’m a submissive, even a slave, who enjoy being punished, humiliated, degraded, and beaten. Yet still only a few people knew about my innermost dark secrets. 

My sexuality:

I’m a late bloomer when it comes to sexuality. Like most of my Chinese friends, I had spent most of my youth studying, cramming for exams, competing to get into a good college, and then, vying for a spot in a lucrative career. I did not lose my virginity until I was 26. Even though I’m now 38 years old, I’ve never been married, and I have never had kids. Given how old I am now, it’s very unlikely that I will ever be able to. 

I seriously though that I would have passed the rest of my life like this, were it not for my second boyfriend whom I met when I was 30 years old. He is a Chinese man living in Germany and just like me, he is a late bloomer. Prior to me he had never had a girlfriend. I met him when he was 39 years old. When we became intimate, I found out he suffered from erectile dysfunction. He confessed to me that for the last 20 years of his life, he had been a chronic masturbator and had nearly spent every day of his life watching porn and masturbating. He said when he was younger he masturbated furiously to WMAF porn on a daily basis, sometimes multiple times a day. His only experience with women was with Chinese prostitutes when he went back to China to visit family members. Not only that, but as we became more honest with one another, he confessed to me that he is a very submissive person, and he wanted to introduce me into the cuckold lifestyle. He specifically said that he wanted me to have sex with Caucasian men. 

Initially I found it strange. But because I loved him and I wanted to please him, I did what he asked of me. My first boyfriend before him was a German man, and I was not unfamiliar with the way of the white men. Physically, they are much stronger, much taller, and their sexual prowess is legendary. Also, they are very civilized and gentle. I have much fondness for white men. So I agreed to my Chinese boyfriend’s request. 

I started having sex with white men for him to watch. 

My venture further into this wonderful fusion of sex and love:

The first white guy who fucked me was a young German college student. Despite of being so much younger, he was much bigger than my Chinese boyfriend, had amazing stamina and was very experienced with women. The first thing he did was fingering me and he made me squirt, all the while my useless Chinese boyfriend sat by the bed and watched in deep humiliation. Then the young white god proceeded to fuck me hard and I was making noises that I never thought I could ever make. I was in trance and I didn’t even notice that my boyfriend was telling us to “Bitte hör auf” (please stop). 

But it felt so good and I begged the young white god to “not stop”. When the young white god heard me say that, he picked up his pace and fucked even harder. At that point his condom broke and he asked me if he could cum inside me, and I shouted “Yes!” My Chinese boyfriend was extremely humiliated, but later, he admitted, that he had never been so turned on in his life than when that happened.  

Ever since that first encounter … 

Ever since that first encounter, it became a regular thing for us. He would try to find white guys to bring them home for me to fuck them. He would serve us tea, cook dinner, wearing an apron, and he even brought a tiny male chastity cage to wear on himself. I would chat with the white men who were going to fuck me as he served us drinks, and after they fucked me, my pathetic chinese cuck boyfriend would lick their cum out of my vagina. 

Another time, a colleague of his, who was a French scientist working in Germany, came to our house and he told us that he was going through a bad breakup. Without even hesitation, I asked him if he would like me to cheer him up and I offered myself to him, in front of my Chinese boyfriend, who was extremely humiliated as always. 

As time went out, I discovered that I was submissive. I came the hardest when I’m being choked, slapped, beaten, and humiliated. I enjoyed being fucked while pressing my naked body against the windows so strangers can see me. I enjoyed being tied up, handcuffed, collared and leashed. 

To the white men who fuck me, I’m extremely submissive. 

But I also have another side, a deeper, darker side.

To my Chinese boyfriend, I’m a domme. I humiliate him on a daily basis. I will not hesitate to whip him, kick his testicles, and humiliate him in front of my white lovers. And he loves it. He loves the fact that he is inferior and that he will never be a real man. He tells me, as an Asian man living in the west, he will always be an eunuch, and it makes him feel so happy to be able to fully express himself in this way.

What does the FUTURE look like?

In the future I plan to become more involved in the BDSM aspect of sex. While I will always be a domme to my Chinese boyfriend, I plan to devote myself fully to become a sex slave to superior white men. I want to serve white men both sexually and domestically, the same way my Chinese boyfriend serves me. 

I would also like to be tied up, suspended, whipped, having my holes examined in a semi-public space. I also plan to be double penetrated, spitroasted, and gangbanged. I want to be led naked on a stage, be auctioned off as a real sex slave. To be beaten, tortured, and fucked to the brink of death, only to be brought back to life and to be fucked again.

I’m sucking on a big white cock even as I’m typing this out right now. 

I’m no longer a young woman. I’m fast approaching 40 years of age, and there is a limited window of opportunity for me in terms of sexuality and so I want to explore as much as I possibly can. Tonight my boyfriend had to work late and I decided that I would like to have some fun without him being around for the first time, so I messaged the 20 year old college student who fucked me the first time, the very first guy who fucked me when my boyfriend and I decided to go into the whole cuckold lifestyle. 

Luckily he was available and he came by to pay me a quick visit. I slowly sucked his cock as I typed out this long essay on my computer. He also fingered my pussy and played with my tits. 

He told me  he wanted me to show everyone what a slut I’m and tell everyone that I’m a white cock worshiping inferior Asian slut. And so that’s why I’m typing this out. And he suggested that I should encourage people to come up with more creative ways to torture and humiliate me. And that I will promise them that I will do whatever they tell me to do no matter how degrading it is. 

So please, leave in the comment below how this inferior Asian slave should humiliate herself further. 

The above post is a guest contribution. Opinion expressed and views held are solely the submitter’s and may not be reflective of the Inferior Asian Editor Team.