As usual, my son and his friends were hanging out in the living room and, being horny teenagers, before long the conversation turned to sex once again. I heard one of the guys saying: “Ben is still a virgin. He has never even got head from a woman,” and everyone burst out laughing. “Can your sexy Asian mother help him out? Everyone knows your mom is a cum slut.”

I was in the kitchen and I could hear them and I was blushing at the cheeks. I didn’t hear any response from my son so I assumed that my son was sitting there stone-faced as he usually did. My son is half-white and autistic. He only hangs out with white guys, many of whom knew me as “the Asian MILF who loves sucking and fucking big white cocks.” They teased my son alot for that, and I don’t blame them, because I have fucked a few of my son’s friends behind his back. At one point he was furious with me, but even his dad tells him: “If your mother isn’t a whore for white cocks, you would have never existed.” His dad and I have been divorced since then, but we are still friends, and I let him fuck me whenever he is around the town. He works in Tokyo now and has a Japanese girlfriend and so he doesn’t actually visit me all that often.

I have been diagnosed with hypersexuality after I gave birth and became a mother exactly 18 years ago. My doctor told me it was because of my hormonal imbalance post-pregnancy and told me to “enjoy life.” After my oldest son I have given birth to three more children with three different men and they all live with their grandparents in China. I always became highly aroused when I’m around white men; I have always been attracted to white men. but recently it’s gotten to the point that I no longer can keep myself thinking straight. My sexual addiction to white men has deteriorated as I aged, contrary to what my doctor told me. Sometimes being a patient, I like to self-diagnose and I think it has to do with the fact that I know I’m getting older. I’m now 3 years shy of my 40th birthday and I know my peak sexuality has eclipsed me, and this has made me become more desperate. I have signed up for Tinder and hooked up with white guys half of my age and made me cum multiple times on their big white cocks. I had an account on BDSM sites and met doms offline for my torture sessions. I posted my nudes online to attract the attention of men, and I’ve been so ashamed of myself that numerous times I have tried to delete everything, but I always end up crawling back, begging for more humiliation. 

“Go on, go talk to his mom. She sucks everyone’s cock. Show her this and I promise you, she’ll suck your cock.” 

“Yeah go do it, dude. Go get your dick sucked by Ling Ling’s sexy mother.” 

Ling Ling is the nickname they gave to my son. My son’s name is not actually Ling Ling. I was interrupted in my stream of consciousness as I overheard their conversation about me and I struggled to keep my cool when a white boy–whom I assume was Ben–walked into the kitchen and was asking me if he could show me something. As soon as I turned around to face him, and saw the bulge in his pants, all the muscles in my body started to tighten. I can’t say that I was not already attracted to him and in my mind a million ways of how he would seduce me, fuck me has flashed before my mind. He was holding his phone and he showed me a picture of me sucking his friend’s cock, and he asked me if it was me in the picture. I simply nodded nonchalantly and he looked surprised at my honesty. Then he asked, if I could, “add me to your roster of cocks. It’s my first time getting my dick sucked from an Asian woman.”

Since it was his first time, I did a variety of techniques to see what he liked. He just stood there, seemingly appalled and in shock that his big white cock was being swallowed by a drooling Asian slut who was thirsty for his cum. There were spit bubbles and spit was dripping down his legs because I got really sloppy with him. 

When he came, I sucked out the last few drops and squeezed out the rest. As he came, he moaned loud and cursed a lot, saying “Oh my god, oh fuck, shit, oh, oh, ohhhhh damn, fuck, oh my god.” 

I spit it all back onto his cock so I could slurp it back up so I could put on a nice performance for him. He looked like he was in disbelief seeing me slurp his cum off his cock and swallow it.

When he was done, he said that was amazing and I told him not to masturbate again and to “just give me a call whenever you are horny.”

That was last night and he hasn’t called yet. I’m dying as I’m waiting to hear from him again.