I’m a 23 year old Chinese woman. I was originally from Fuzhou, China. I came to America with my parents and I graduated from Cornell University and right now I’m deciding if I should be pursuing a professional career or enroll in a Ph.D. program. 

I suffered from extreme anxiety when I was 22 and I found the only way I can relieve my stress was by having sex with white men. 

I wasn’t aware about anal sex before I started having sex with white guys.

I had sex with a total of seventeen different guys so far and nearly all of them, sooner or later, would start telling me that I should try anal.

Initially I felt repulsed by the very idea of it, because of how disgusting it felt, but they were persistent and they would slide their cocks over my asscrack before fucking my pussy. And a few times just as I was about to orgasm they slipped their fingers into my ass and in this way they conditioned me to associate my orgasm with something up my asshole.
There were times when I was orgasming hard as they had their fingers stuck up my ass and this would go on for quite some time.

Eventually I relented. I became kinkier and more perverted. I started to wear butt plugs and I started with small butt plugs and one of my sex partners (a married white man who fucked me as his
“side-bitch”, the nickname he gave me) said he would not fuck me unless I was wearing my butt plugs.

And so I started to wear my buttplug at all times. I wore my butt plug when I went shopping, when I went to my classes, even when I was at the beach or when I went to swimming pools and people could clearly see that I had something up my ass through my tiny bikinis. It made me feel like a slut and lots of guys noticed me and would come and flirt with me.

By then a few months had already passed and I became used to wearing butt plugs and it didn’t seem too bad and we had sex while I was wearing my butt plug. It gave me a pleasurable sensation and made my orgasms even stronger. 

I already had butt plugs inside my ass, I figured, sure why not, let’s try anal. The first white guy who popped my anal virginity was that married white man who conditioned me to wear my butt plugs.

That night he pulled my butt plug out of my ass, made me hold it with my mouth, and then he replaced the butt plug with his cock shoved deep inside my ass and he held it in my ass for a few seconds before he started throbbing inside me all the while he used a vibrator to hold against my pussy and I came so hard I was literally screaming .The buttplug I held in my mouth fell on the bed, covered with my saliva, and then he pushed my head into my pillow and the entire pillow became soaked with my saliva. That was just the beginning of my ordeal. He started thrusting his cock in and out of my asshole and another wave of orgasm started to traverse my entire body and I felt like I was going to pass out from all the orgasms I was having. He fucked my asshole all night long and by next morning I was literally a sobbing mess. The bedsheet, the pillow, the blanket were all sopped up with our bodily fluids.  

A week later I started having anal only orgasms without even having my cilt being touched. He texted me and bragged to me that he has “trained yet another Asian woman to become an anal slut.” He also took photos of my gaped asshole and showed them to his friends. He has some secret chat group where he and others shared photos of the Asian women they trained to become anal sluts.

After about a month of training I became his anal-only Asian slut and it made me feel extremely submissive to him. I asked him if he ever does this with his wife and without even thinking he said, “of course not.” I was just his “side-bitch”, “his anal asian slut” and he trained me to do the exact type of things that his wife, a white woman, would never do. I felt extremely humiliated. I  felt like an inferior asian slave. But also I became extremely horny and aroused.

About a few days ago he shared me with another friend (a white man from South Africa) and they double penetrated me and the South African man made me lick his cock right after he came inside my asshole. I felt disgusted. My face was deep red with shame, but I also knew my pussy was dripping wet as I licked his cock. The married white man asked me if I enjoyed it and I said I loved it. He asked me why I loved it and I said: “I love anal. I can’t get enough of getting fucked in my asian ass.” Then he said he would buy me a tank top with “I love anal” branded on it and make me wear it in public.

I also want to mention that when they fucked me they did it inside my parents’ house on a midsummer night with all the lights fully turned on and all the windows wide-open and all the blinds rolled up. My neighbors definitely saw me getting double penetrated because I could hear some of them talking and walking by. The houses in this neighborhood were built in the 1920s and they were all very close to each other. My parents were vacationing in China at the time and so only I was in the house. They have no clue that their precious Asian daughter, who had straight A’s and near-perfect SAT scores, has been secretly an anal slut for white cocks. 

The above post is a guest contribution. Opinion expressed and views held are solely the submitter’s and may not be reflective of the Inferior Asian Editor Team.