Ever since my divorce a few years ago, I’ve suddenly entered a different phase in life. An uninhibited, vengeful, crazy wild “slut phase”. Initially it was just a strange sensation, to be so alone in the world. I felt I was cut adrift from all human connection. Like a boat that was sailing into the ocean I felt lost, uncertain whether the port to which I was destined could ever be reached, and yet I could never return, impeded by so many thousands of leagues of the open sea, to the safe haven that I have departed.

Then it happened one day. I decided to start having sex with lots of different guys. I meet guys online, offline, in bars, wine clubs, book clubs, swimming pool, gym, bus stop, just about anywhere.

I am no longer a youthful, inexperienced woman, and I didn’t have men approaching me non stop as I had before as I had in my 20s. Consciously I decided to become a slut, to attract men by any means necessary. I wear very skimpy clothes that barely covered my tits and ass and I always wear high heels that make my ass swayed side to side, inviting to any man who cared to look my way. The charm of the adventures to come with all those different men gave me a sweet feeling. Also I felt proud, proud of the fact that I can still be sexy, despite of being a mom already in my 30s.

I almost never say no to any white man who approaches me, no matter how lame their pick up lines. Sometimes I could sense the throb of fear when I talk to those men, especially when they appear shy and introverted. I understood for the first time the social anxiety of approaching a stranger, and yet the glow of a sexually charged excitement eventually overcame this disturbance.

On several occasions I have let men whom I have met a few moments ago to creampie my pussy inside public restrooms and being an adult, of course, I knew how risky it was, but the heart wants what the heart wants. The feeling of their cum still dripping out of my pussy as we walked out and talked drove me wild with lust.

A few of the men I’ve slept with actually had breeding fetish and would cum inside me nonstop. I always took morning after pills immediately afterward.

I think by now I’ve fucked pretty much every white man I know and a lot of them know my full name as well as my home address (I’ve actually given my house keys to them) and I’m not really that worried because almost all of them have been very respectful and clean. We’ve in fact been to health clinics together where we all got tested and showed one another that we were clean.

There were a few assholes but I immediately block them and I do not interact with them. The men I have sex with protect me too and often tell me if anyone fucks around with me, they will be there for me. I’m very happy with my current lifestyle and I’m proud of being a slut, especially at the fact that I’ve made so many guys cum. It’s almost like I’ve finally found my meaning in life.

And I feel like I’ve by now done every sex act in the book, and I feel fulfilled to have finally lived my life to the fullest. And of all the sex acts I’ve done, I think swallowing cum is my favorite. There is just something about being able to make a guy cum in my mouth that fills me with joy. And besides swallowing cum, being dominated is another thing that seriously turns me on. I’ve always been a very submissive woman and a man taking charge and commanding me to do things give me a sensation that no language could properly describe. When I was being dominated, I felt a power rising up through my entire body, stilling my breathe and constricting my throat, choking me with a heavenly pleasure and lifting me with a light inspired by the angles. This happened when my white master stripped me naked, put clamps on my nipples and pussy lips, and told me to go outside and stand in the backyard. After standing there for an entire hour, in the freezing cold, I was called back and gvien a spanking on my bare ass. I was spanked to orgasm and later on I was fucked to multiple orgasms.

There were sexual acts that I thought I would have never enjoyed, but the fact that I was being told to do it, and that it was not for my pleasure but for my master, somehow, made it more thrilling.

For another instance, a man that I was with often made me perform sexual acts in front of other people. This humiliated me to no end and yet the more humiliated I was, the more turned on I was. He was also the one who filmed me the most. He has tons of pictures and videos of me sucking cock, swallowing cum, having his cum deposited inside my anus, and I’ve drank his piss as well. He shared those pictures and videos with his friends and bragged to them that I was his sex slave. In one instance where after I sucked his cock and swallowed his cum, he pissed in my mouth and took pictures of it as souvenir and sent that picture to my ex husband. It was incredibly humiliating and yet satisfying, in my own twisted way. I was not his only female. He had a harem of women, and neither was he my exclusive owner. I had other men that I give pleasure to, and we were both very happy in the relationship that we were in.

If you guys are interested to hear more of my adventures, I’m happy to share more. For instance, I can share with you guys about my experience being gangbanged if there’s enough interest.