“中国女性讲述她与外国(白人)男性肛交的经历。”

For most Chinese women, anal sex is much more a taboo than any other kind of sex. Even more so than BDSM, which somehow seem to be almost imbued in East Asian sexual culture. But having a Chinese woman’s anus deflowered and made to gape, especially by a foreign man’s much much larger cock, is the ultimate humiliation, making sure that she will never be able to go back to her local men.

And yet that is what foreign men expect from me the most. Most of the time. Almost always. After the vanilla sex, they always ask me if they can do me anally.

And, in a twisted and sick kind of way, I came to immensely enjoy being anally penetrated. Perhaps I have come to love the feeling of being completely ruined.

I’ve had only two long term boyfriends but they opened my sexuality in a way that I could have never anticipated. My first boyfriend (from an American college) used to share me with random men he met in bars, clubs, classes, and frat parties. We did threesome, gangbangs, and sometimes he even watched me being fucked by other men for his own amusement and entertainment.

My second boyfriend is from Germany and we engaged in an open relationship. In addition to letting other men fuck me, we also practiced in lots of BDSM. We’ve been to BDSM clubs in Shanghai, Tokyo, Singapore, etc.

And naturally, as my induction into this libertine life style, I was inevitably introduced to anal sex.

The first time it happened was with my first boyfriend. We were taking a shower together and were lathering each other with soap. He lathered soap around my pussy first, and then he inserted a finger into my ass. I was pressed against the glass wall of the shower and slowly he slipped his fingers in and out of my rectum, massaging its inner walls.

After the fingers went out, he slipped his penis in. He only put the tip of his penis into my asshole and rested there. He paused his penis in that position for a long time, dripped lubricant on the shaft and around my rectum, before he shoved it all the way in.

Initially, just as he pushed inward, there was an outer rim of pain surrounding the entrance to my ass, but when he pressed further and deeper and started to saw in and out, I felt a pressure in my pussy that I had never felt before. It was (how should I put it?) a hitherto unknown pleasure.

The second time when it happened was at a party and my boyfriend wanted to show off to his friends my “anal training”. Every one was watching as my boyfriend fucked my ass.

This time again he pressed his penis inside my ass and then waited before advancing more, so I had time to feel how good it was before I was completely filled.

I closed my eyes and felt the warmth exchanging between him and me and shut out all the eyes that were watching intently upon me.

And as soon as he pulled out a little, I sensed my flesh inside wither immediately. I felt an invisible current running inside my lower body and it was radiating a wonderful wave from my toes all the way to the top of my skull.

The third time it happened was when I started having orgasms from anal penetration. I was double penetrated by my boyfriend and a friend of his. After my boyfriend switched from my pussy to my ass, the other guy went from my mouth to my pussy and after a few thrusts, I shook violently and sobbed hysterically because the orgasm had been so strong and I thought I was going insane with pleasure.

My boyfriend saw me sobbing and asked me “Does it hurt?” and I had to beg him “Please don’t stop,” as I was having the most powerful orgasm of my life.

From the third time on:

I continued to have many anal sex. But it was with my second boyfriend from then on. My second boyfriend liked to fuck me in front of a mirror so I could observe my own action, and when we had anal sex, I always saw that my asshole was red and swollen from all the punishment, and yet the more punishment I took, the hornier I became.

When I’m being fucked in the ass, unlike vaginal sex, it’s almost as if there is a hunger inside me that simply can never be satisfied and I need the cock to plunge it in repeatedly to the very bottom of my soul.

And honestly I love the fact that being an anal slut makes me even more desired among foreign men, since not a lot of Chinese women enjoy anal.

I especially love the fact that I can let those foreign men cum inside my ass without worrying about pregnancy. And I can also get to rub my pussy when I’m being fucked in the ass, which means I can control when I orgasm.