I’ve been exposed to BDSM ever since I was a young woman studying at an American college, where my white American boyfriends enjoyed stretching my tight Asian pussy to its limit. I became intensely interested in becoming a slave for my white boyfriends at the time and I did everything they asked me to do. We lived in a house off campus and everyday we went to class, came home, did drugs and alcohol, and then had wild passionate sex. It was an amazing experience and I have never been able to forget it. Everyday after that I feel like all I’ve been doing has been trying to relive through that experience.

After returning to China, I started working for an American company where there were a lot of expat colleagues from America, Europe, and Canada and I’ve been actively engaged in the local expat community. I discovered a lot of the white men dating local Chinese women here are also engaged in BDSM and a variety of other kinks. I remember once attending a private party with my boyfriend and mingling with a group of white guys and Chinese girls. As the night progressed the theme of the party became darker and the Chinese women were being stripped naked, and the white men started rolling out racks with cuffs and ropes on them. The naked Chinese women are being strewn onto the metal racks like fresh meat off the meat market and their naked flesh formed stark contrast to the western men in stylish, sleek clothings. Then the interrogations started. The Chinese girls were being mock-“interrogated” by the white men, and a few Japanese men, and they were forced to confess that they are spies sent by the Chinese Communist Party to infiltrate the west. At least one of the white men at the party worked for the American consulate in Shanghai and he had a local Chinese girlfriend who was working as a model for luxury cars in Shanghai.

After a few glasses of wine I was getting dizzy too and I was forced to my knees and I knelt meekly beside my boyfriend and I obediently attended to his needs, giving him massages, fetching beer for him, and lighting his cigars. Even though my knees chafed, my cunt was dripping with excitement. The humiliation was washing over me like I was in a steamy hot shower. The surroundings became blurry and I felt like I was going to pass out from all the raw sexual energy in the room. There were wailings and moans from the naked Chinese women being tortured on racks echoing throughout the room and it felt surreal, to be so humiliated and degraded.

Over the years I’ve become friends with so many Chinese women dating or married to western men and these Chinese women would appear to be totally innocent in public but who turn out to be real sluts in private.

And I’ve also come to know many single white men living in Shanghai who enjoy stretching Chinese women’s cunts to their limits. Their big western penises, due to their immense size, girth, and length, were often presented as devices of torture on their own. Most of them wouldn’t be able to fit inside the Chinese condoms, which were always extra small, and when they penetrated those Chinese women, many of the Chinese women said “it felt as if I was being impaled.”

By the time those Chinese women were done, they were all inevitably turned into white-only sluts, some without even realizing it. No Chinese man would ever be able to satisfy them anymore. And white men always seemed to get a rush out of making us admit that we need big white cocks in our tiny Asian cunts to orgasm.

It all came to an abrupt halt during COVID and it hasn’t been the same ever since. Hopefully more white men will come back to visit Shanghai soon. And if you come to Shanghai, I can accompany you and introduce you to many of the social events where Chinese women like me would be dying to meet with you. 

Western men often tell me that Tokyo is a sexual paradise and a fantasy dream land for them, but the Chinese government has been pushing hard to make Shanghai into the next sexual paradise for white men, and I hope I’m doing my part to help facilitate the process.