PART 1


I’ve been constantly horny ever since my divorce. I fuck a lot of different guys and recently I was royally fucked by a guy almost the same age as my son. I thought I was already very mature and good at controlling my emotions; at the very least, I should be able to maintain my composure even during very emotionally charged situations. After all, I’ve already lived almost half of my life at this point, not to mention the fact that I’m highly educated, but I think my divorce really messed me up.


While we were fucking, he was playing with my clit as he fucked my pussy and it was driving me crazy. He was really good at dirty talks too. The boy got a devil’s tongue and it turned me on so much. He was telling me that he wanted to breed me and fill me up with his cum and make me a mom of 3 and he was going to be my daddy, even though he was only 19 years old and I was almost twice his age. He told me how tight my Asian pussy was for his white cock, and he accentuated on the fact that I’m Asian and he’s white. He also told me to call him daddy as he fucked me.

He said he loves making Asian sluts like me cum on his big white cock like this, and that I wasn’t the first Asian mom he fucked this year. He played with my asshole while fucking my pussy and he said he was going to fuck my Asian ass and make me cum from anal. I felt so humiliated and yet turned on at the same time.

And when he did exactly what he said he was going to do—sticking his cock into my ass, something incredible happened. I felt my whole body go limp, like I was very weak and broken down, and then an unutterable wretchedness of defeat and agony drove me over the edge. I started cumming hard and my pussy juice was dripping onto my thighs. He fucked my ass with a condom and he actually broke the condom. After that he shoved the condom in my mouth and told me to clean the juice off the condom. No sooner had I wiped the mixture of lubricant, precum, and my own butt juice off my lips and chin, did he shove his raw cock inside my mouth.

After his cock was thoroughly cleaned off—I had never done ass to mouth before this but I had to do it now because he said if I didn’t clean his cock he was going to fuck me ass to pussy and I knew it was very risky so I thoroughly cleaned his cock with my mouth; it felt so dirty but so hot also—so after that, he started fucking my pussy bareback.

I was moaning and screaming because it felt so good. My pussy juice was literally dripping on his balls and he said he was going to make me lick it all up afterward. I have never been so turned on in my life.


After god knows how long I was close to cumming again (my third or fourth orgasm by then) and he sensed it and he told me to cum for him and he would cum inside me. I screamed yes as I was already being fucked out of my mind, and I completely lost it and gushed on his cock as we both came together. He filled me with such a big load of cum and it was absolutely the hottest feeling in the world to feel him spurting his thick loads of cum inside my pussy.

PART 2

After my orgasm subdued, I opened my eyes and found myself face to face with the 19 year old’s softened cock dangling in front of me and I was ordered to lick his cock and balls. I was still wetting myself as I sucked and licked. I felt his cum was flowing out of my pussy but I was too busy hungrily swallowing every drop of residual cum and sweat and what not off of his cock-head and testicles. I felt like a dirty cum rag. I swallowed everything and I got turned on by the commanding way the hauty young man treated me. He was so full of energy, confidence, and stamina, and it was exactly the type of man I was attracted to. Not to mention how hot he was: over 6 feet tall, blonde hair, blue eyes, muscular build.

After he was satisfied he jumped off of me and told me to clean up the mess between my legs. I propped myself up with my elbows and I saw blobs of cum and wet spots of sweat on the floor. I spent the next 20 minutes or so crawling on the floor licking up his cum while he walked naked out of the living room and went upstairs to take a shower.

While he was taking a shower, I was on my hands and knees, still naked, scrubbing the the floor with a mop cloth, and as I was doing this, I felt horny again, thinking to myself the situation that I was in: being a 39 year old Asian mom, naked, on her hands and knees, in a college boy’s house, her cunt leaking his cum, her tummy full of his cum … and I started to play with my clit again. That was when he came out of the shower and he smirked and said that I was a true slut, and asked rhetorically: “you just couldn’t keep your hands off yourself, can you?”

He kept me on my hands and knees and I humped myself like a bitch in heat at his leg, and when his cock got hard again I sucked on his cock. He took out his phone and started recording me. I asked him what he planned to do with the video and he told me that he was going to share it with all his college friends and he asked me if I was okay with it and I nodded and softly murmured yes. He said I was a good slut, and padded me on my head as I continued to suck his cock.

PART 3

He asked me if I wanted to be shared with his friends because he actually lived with five other 19 to 21 year old college guys. I said it depends. Then he asked if I wanted to be gangbanged. I told him that I have to think about it, and then he looked at the time and told me that his roommates might be coming back anytime soon and wondered if I wanted to hang out more. I was mortified and I decided to bounce, and on the way back I stopped by a grocery store to pick up some groceries. Throughout the entire trip back home I could smell the cum in my mouth, and I was hypersensitive. I felt everyone was able to smell the cum on my body. I was disgusted with myself and yet the more I thought about how dirty I’ve become, the more excited and content I felt.

I think by now I must have the word SLUT written all over me and to be honest, I don’t really care anymore. Never was I happy pretending to be the person that I was not. I have always been obedient and submissive, I always obeyed and submitted to the conventional social norms, and strenuously I have striven to live the life that I was never meant to live, and after two failed marriages, a sea change had occurred. I had desired and waited all my life in silence for this moment. It may have been tarried, and days, and weeks and months and years passed in toil and repression, and yet I have eventually regained my freedom.

I used to be very confused. When I was a teenager, when I was in my 20s. Today I have no illusion about who I really am and what I really want in life. I decided not to go to the drugstore to get a morning after pills because I actually wanted to become pregnant again. The idea of being knocked up yet again seemed attractive, especially considering how hot that white guy was. His good genes were too precious to be suppressed.

But I did go to a sexual health clinic to get tested (I was sure the boy was clean but I always get tested anyway) and I inquired the doctor about pre-exposure prophylaxis. The doctor asked me how many sex partners I have and I told her that I probably have a few hundreds and I told her that I have sex with lots of strangers nearly everyday and when she asked me if I take drugs or take money for sex, I told her that I take money for sex, even though I don’t. Pretending to be a whore excited me.

I also inquired her about what kind of precautions I should take if I wanted to arrange for a bareback gangbang session with five different guys and she very kindly provided me with all the information I needed. Nearly every night after that I touched myself thinking about the fact that I would soon be made into a bareback gangbang slut.