And I absolutely love my life.

I’m Japanese and I was previously married to a Japanese guy. After my divorce, I met and married the love of my life. He is a sadistic white American man and my life has never been happier.

My descent to depravity started a few months after my marriage. One day my husband got really drunk and came home in the middle of the night. He was really loud and obnoxious and when he crawled into my bed to have sex with me I refused because I wanted to go to sleep. I got out and went to sleep on the couch and when I woke up a few hours later to use the bathroom, surreptitiously my husband also got up to use the bathroom, and I don’t know if it was due to his drunken stupor or what but as I was sitting on the toilet he came over, wiped out his semi-erect penis and started to piss all over me. I was grossed out as his pungent yellow piss splayed all over me and I fumbled on my hands and knees covered in his stench.

This was during the summer and I was completely naked with just a panties which were tangled around my ankles.

Somehow being on my hands and knees and looking up at my man’s half erect cock spraying his lukewarm piss at me didn’t disgust me. It turned me on! I tried to convince myself that I was digusted but I also knew I was being aroused sexually. I didn’t stop my husband as he continued to piss on me.

After he pissed on me he fucked me right there in the room and I had the most intense orgasm I have ever had.

From that point on it became a regular thing where I was being pissed on by my husband before sex. The most unusual aspect is that I even find myself being aroused when I hear men pissing—when the sound of a man’s urine hit the back of the toilet basin, my heart jumped and my pussy tightened.

My husband and I started watching piss bukkake and golden showers and he began training me to drink his piss.

He tells me that I’m his disgusting yellow piss slut and it made me feel not just so completely worthless, but also extremely horny. I began to lose respect as a woman, as a human being, and I no longer see myself as his equal, but as his inferior. I became not just his cum rag, but also his piss rag.

Other aspects of our sex life had also became enhanced, enhanced in the sense that I have slowly evolved to be his sex slave, and my training regimen became a sort of “enhanced interrogation”. Not only that, but also every aspect of life has become sexualized. I began to drink his piss as part of my daily diet. For breakfast, for instance, in stead of drinking orange juice, he took a cup and filled it with his piss for me to drink. I always dress in the most provocative and bare clothes when I go out. I feel like a cheap whore. It’s so humiliating and yet I’ve never felt so happy as I am now.