Since day one of my sexual activity, as a dedicated Asian slut who has only dated white men, I’ve dutifully swallowed all the cum that’s been deposited in my mouth, and licked up and swallowed all the cum that was smeared somewhere else on my body.
This all started, perhaps, because it’s the way I was “taught” to have sex—when I gave my first blowjob, the white guy, who was a farm boy from the mid-west, said something along the line of “Oh yeah baby. Swallow my cum,” when he was about to orgasm. And so I did. I felt impolite to do otherwise. I did the exact same thing the next several times when we got together. And then we started having sex, and whenever he was about to cum, he would, more often than not, pull out, pull off the condom he was wearing, straddle over my face and jack off into my mouth. Sometimes, when some of it dribbled out to the side of my mouth, he would wipe it to my lips and made me swallow that too.
It just seemed like a natural way to clean up.
And so this practice continued over the course of the new few boyfriends I had. At one point in my life I was with a guy (who was half Italian and half-Irish and worked in New York) who especially liked to cum on my face, my tits and so on, and which made it a little more of a process. One night as I was doing cleanup, he told me how much he loved the way I swallowed all his cum, because all his previous Asian girlfriends had wiped it off with a towel or some facial tissue.
He said he was so turned on every time he had sex with me because he knew when it was over I would swallow all his cum.
I guess I didn’t fully realize until then how much of a turn-on this was for guys, so I leaned into it more, and whenever we were making plans to get together I would say stuff like “I really need your cum tonight, can you come over?” or something to that effect, and he loved it.
And I would beg for his cum while he was fucking me and I would say “Thank you!” after I was done swallowing. It became a real turn on for me as well, so I have pretty much kept on with all that for every white guy I’ve been with since.
Now I’m in my early 30s and sometimes when I masturbate, I visualize all the cum I’ve ever swallowed, collected from all the white guys who’ve fucked me, and their cum are in like a big jug sloshing around, and I feel like a completely worthless yellow cum dump because I’m getting off not on images of white guys or their white cocks or being fucked but just of this big pool of semen from all those white guys.
It makes me orgasm really hard.
A good Asian girl never wastes a drop of white cum!
Sex is a melange of essences. It’s not about the pleasure, it’s even less about reproduction, it’s about showing yourself bare and fusing your body with somebody else, while leaving all shame at the door. It’s a respite from everyday life, it’s about being dirty, raw, and leaving your trace on your partner.
Even if it’s only on the skin, the symbolism of spraying your essence on the female that arouses you is powerful enough to make men go mad. Hence the obsession with facial ejaculation and the fact some men crave it more than a clean too clean swallowing.
Condoms don’t really make sense because they turn all that raw fucking into children’s play.
What a male want is you to please every part of his genitals, before realizing you know what you shouldn’t know and where to tease the sensible parts of his dick and balls, while he marvels at your Asian tight and healthy body, white neck, firm shoulders, subtle pelvis and toned stomach, first through contemplating then through touching and tasting every part, until the scent drives him mad and instinctively makes him empty his balls into your throat.
And as he comes back to earth, he realizes how rough he has been, and how you were able to take him on and to take his seed. He understands part of him is in you, and that he can’t stop giving you more, since you took it so effortlessly.
Keep drinking.
Your a good cumdump for swallowing and cleaning up
You would make a perfect asian sex slave for me. I would let you out to work or to gym or go out w/ girlfriends, but you would have to be on an electronic chain – answer my text IMMEDIATELY. I would make you go to the ladies room wherever you are and send me a picture of your little wet pussy. I know it would be dripping wet once you heard the ding announcing my text and anticipating the degrading things I would say to you. “Show me your wet pussy you worthless asian whore.” and you would trot to the ladies room and take the photo. But then I would mix it up “I want you at the table w/ all your friends then show me your wet pussy.” You would reach your phone down below the table, and while your friends are chatting and laughing, you would be obeying me and spreading your legs and pussy lips wide and taking that photo. “Stick your finger in your wet pussy and lick it.” and you would move your hand down under your waistband and feel the juices flowing out of you and you stuck your tiny finger in your little wet asian pussy and then bring it up and lick it. Do you think your friends would notice? We can think about that later.
Do you ever flirt or have sex w/ white women? Is it the same dynamic?