Height: 5 ft 2
Occupation: College Faculty at Manhattan School of Music, Associate Dean for Assessment & Programs
Relationship status: single
Hobbies: sucking white cocks and swallowing every drop of their cum
I randomly discovered this blog and I thought I’d make an confession and let you know something that makes me feel like a piece of inferior asian meat, a cheap slut and a horny cumdump.
I’m not really an Asian slut who sleeps around with a lot of white guys. I do not actively seek out white guys to have sex with, but it just naturally happened–that every guy I’ve ever been with has been a white guy. I have wondered why, and I don’t really know, not that it has mattered to me all that much. I’ve lived, studied, worked in America for a little over ten years now. Since day one of my sexual history with guys, I’ve always swallowed all the cum that’s ever been shot in my mouth, and licked up and swallowed all the cum that’s been somewhere else on my body.
I guess this started just because it’s kind of the way I “learned” to have sex—when I gave my first blow job the guy said “Oh yeah baby! Swallow my cum,” when he was about to orgasm.
So I just did.
At the time I felt it was impolite to do otherwise.
And then I did the same thing for the next several times we got together. Then, when we started having sex, when he was about to cum, he would—more often than not—pull out, pull the condom off his penis, straddle over my face and jerk off into my mouth. And sometimes, when some dribbled out to the side of my mouth or something, I would wipe it up and swallow that too.
It just seemed like the natural way to clean up.
So this just continued over the course of the next few boyfriends I had, then at one point I was with a guy who especially liked to cum on my face and on my tits and so forth, which made it a little more of a process. One night as I was doing cleanup, he told me how much he loved the way I swallowed all his cum, because previous girls had mostly wiped it off with a towel or something, and he told me how turned on he was every time he had sex with me. Because he knew when it was over I would swallow his load.
I asked if those previous girls were Asian and he said no.
I guess I didn’t fully realize until, back then, how much of a turn-on this was for guys, so I leaned into it more, and whenever we were making plans to get together, I would say stuffs like “I really need your cum tonight, can you come over?” or something like that, and he loved that, and I would beg for his cum while he was fucking me, and say “thank you” after I was done swallowing.
And it started to become a real turn on for me as well, so I have pretty much kept on with all that for every guy I’ve been with since.
Now I’m in my early 30s and sometimes when I masturbate I try to visualize all the cum I’ve ever swallowed collected in like a big jug sloshing around, and I feel like a complete psycho because I’m getting off not on images of guys or cocks or being fucked but just on this big pool of semen. It makes me orgasm really hard. Soooo … yeah there’s my confession, good to get it off my chest, so to speak.