The problem with me is that I have been too honest. Whereas most people, when they encounter evidence contradictory to their own thesis, would simply either ignore or twist and turn those evidence to fit their own fiction. I don’t do that. I like to pile up all the contradictions into my brain and see if I can get anything out of all these mess. After all, life is rarely smooth, rational, and logical. Quite the contrary, it is full of chaos, errors, and irrationality.